Authors note: BtVS, just after Chosen.


I Wear My Broken Heart Like a Mourning Band [¹]

By now, for the numbers

of selves, wonder

stereotypical hypothethic

power

judgment line

defense rather

empty

prone grumpy group

to be beaten

where I used to

shut indulgence up

to the dumpster

pervading music

latest edges

reading of it all

what was that place

surprise, deep sleep,

superhuman care

pursue pain

inherited guilt

these sandal's are cool

and on to the body's restrain

tip-toed scorns

wild scream harvested

give two thoughts

togetherness we breeze

for you are the space

between darkness

before atom b-longed to me[²]

touched by the shadow

they cried in there

where blinds pass

through the empty smell.


[¹] "Wore his broken heart like a mourning band" – Lael Tucker Wertenbaker

[²] Walt Whitman, I celebrate myself, and sing myself; "For every atom belonging to me as good belongs to you."