PROLOGUE

If anybody ever asked me if I knew the minute Chuck Bass became my best friend I would say yes.

It was a simple question with an even simpler answer, the minute Serena Van der Woodsen became unavailable and I need a shoulder to cry on.

If you ever asked me if I knew when i fell inlove with Chuk Bass, I would immidietly deny any feelings I had towards him, I would say you were crazy and did ot know what you are talking about, than I would dismiss you.

But if I was being truthful, the moment I fell inlove with Chuck Bass was the moment he showed me he cared.

It all started one day...

Beep. Beep. Beep.

"Pick up Serena. Please pick up." I whispered. I was laying on my bed curled up in a ball, my cheeks stained with tears.I finally hang up and dialed #2.

Beep. Beep. Beep.

"Waldorf?" he said in a tone of voice that was hard to place.

"Chuck?" I aske timidly, "Do you- Do you know here Se-Serena is?" I tried to keep my voice from trembling but it was easier thought that done.

"Blair are you ok?" He asked, concerned.

"I just need to talk to Serena, I'll be fine." I said, no longer trembling.

"Blair, Serena left with her mother nad brother. They were going to 's for Christmas."

"Oh," was all I was able to say.

"Do you need help with anything?"

"Yes, do you mind coming over?" I asked him, afraid he might say no.

"Of course not, I will be there in 10 minutes," he said and hang up.

I lay in bed. I did not even get up to greet him.

"Blair,whose suitcaes are those out there?" he asked as he walked into my room.

"My dad, he's leaving y mom and I, he's leaving. He doesn't love me, he doesn't care, he- he-" I finally broke and stated sobbing. Chcuk sat on the bed and tried to comfort me, but it was no use, my dad left. It was my fault.

Chuck didn't say much that night, he just held me and told me it wasn't my fault and it took several weeks before I saw what he had meant.

Everything in my world changed.

I became a cold hearted bitch, refered to as Queen B or just B. I got an unrequited crush on Chuck. I lost Serena. Sure Serena was there but her constant partying took her away from me. I turned in to a façade.

Chuck started dating Serena and stopped his womanazing ways (though I had a feeling that had more to do wiht his father than actual maturing), he became my bestfriend and he started to make his father proud with his grades and business proposals (I helped with, of course).

Serena... wasjust someything I could never understand, as chuck got more responsible she became reckless, to sum it up I lost Serena.

Who knew so much could change...