Zach's POV
I was in my bedroom at Gallagher sulking, as I had been for the past few months since Cammie left. After all this time, I still was in shock. Cammie had left. Without me.
I was listening to my Ipod, a regular pastime for me lately, when a Miley Cyrus song came on. "I Hope You Find It."
Now don't get me wrong, I'm not all fluttery and love Miley but this had been one of Cammie's favorites ever since we saw The Last Song together. So I downloaded it. For her.
I almost couldn't help but get teary when I thought about how perfect this song was for me and Cammie.
These clouds are going nowhere baby, rain keeps coming down
Ever since Cammie left its felt as if there is a storm inside me, raining down,and bringing me down. I can't go a few minutes without thinking about her; where she is, how she is, if she's even alive right now. Or worse being tortured right now. By the Circle of Cavan. By my mother.
I just thought I'd try to call you baby, for you've gone too far out of town
and I hope you that you get this message that I'm leaving for you
I had no way of calling her. She didn't have a cell phone and it wasn't like she actually knew mine to call from a pay phone or whatever. I didn't give my number to just anybody. But then again, Cammie isn't just anybody.
cause I hate that you left without hearing the words that I needed you to
Why did she leave? Yea, she said it was to find answers but what if that wasn't the whole truth? Did she leave because of something I did? Is it my fault she's in so much danger? I hated that she never told, warned or even hinted to me that she was going to leave. I loved her. Wait no, love, not loved.
And I hope you find it, what your looking for
and I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be, and so much more
and I hope your happy wherever you are
I wanted you to know that nothings gonna change that
and I hope you find it
Wherever, or however she was I hoped she was happy. But not too happy I did want her to come back after all.
Am I supposed to hang around and wait forever,
last words that I said that I was nothing but a broken heart talking baby
you know that wasn't what I meant
If anything I said made her go…I don't know what I'd do with myself. And if anything happened to her because of it…well, I'd rather not think about that scenario.
Call me up, let me know that you got this message that I'm leaving for you
Cause I hate that you left without hearing the words that I needed you to
I somehow found myself in the music room. Gallagher my have been a school for spies but it still had a killer music program.
I got to the piano and started to play and sing along to my Ipod. It wasn't very good, but it was a way to get these terrible feelings of my chest.
And I hope you find it, what your looking for
and I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be, and so much more
and I hope your happy wherever you are I wanted you to know that nothings gonna change that, and I hope you find it
Whatever it is, I know that you miss it here
The door creak open but ignored it. This was my moment. My chance to get everything out. And if I died because I didn't feel like turning around to see my company, so be it.
And I hope you find it, what your looking for
and I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be, and so much more
and I hope your happy wherever you are
Then, out of no where a voice joined me. It was beautiful. Too beautiful for words and I had to know who it belonged to. I continued playing but looked over my shoulder.
Cammie. Was. There.
I wanted you to know that nothings gonna change that
and I hope you find it
We kept singing and smiling to each other. She was back and we were together.
no no no
And I hope you find it
I hope you find it
Finally.