Disclaimer: …Hi people!!! I do not own anything!!! NOTHING!!!! This is my third story here…ArturwenElf (my uberest best friend) has persuaded me to post this… Her story (Of Lust and Love) is all about…ya know…Kai…well my story is all about our favorite neko-chan Rei!! ^.^ The two stories correspond with basic idea…but plot and happenings are different…if you like this read Arturwen's…it's in my 'favorite stories' the title is Of Lust and Love…and this story is dedicated to ArturwenElf

Fair warning: Tis' rated 'R' for good reason's (after some changes too…)

Title: Of Want and Need

Author: Tsugumiwolf

Chapter 1: Of Pain and Sorrow

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The sky was dark all save the small crescent moon that only gave off a small amount of light. In the small Chinese village the moon shone down, covering the town in an eerie silence. A small house stood on a tall hill, away from the rest of the town, which itself wasn't that large. The house was drenched in darkness and nothing could be seen, though the moon seemed to give light to the back yard. In fenced in yard was filled with trees and bushes, and other types of shrubbery and in those bushes hid a frightened little boy.

The young boy had long raven hair, which was tied back in white wrap. His face was petrified, and his golden eyes shone with fear and pain. His small body shook with fright as he peered into the darkness. Then he saw the figure of his father struggling along in the back yard. A loud sound sliced through the silence, it was a glass bottle. The shattered pieces flew in different directions from the force his father had smashed it on the concrete patio. A sharp piece flew through the branches and sliced the raven-haired boy's cheek. He whimpered aloud, than immediately placed his small shivering hands over his mouth.

…But it was too late…

His father heard the sound and stumbled over to the bush, the smell of alcohol drifted through the air, making the boy's stomach curl. "Where are you Rei?" the man slurred, falling to his knees once. After he steadied himself back up he called out to his son again, "Rei…come here…there's no where for you to hide…".

Rei shivered at the voice, he knew it all to well. His father was a very heavy drinker. His small body was shook with tiny tremors. Though drunk, the elder man was very aware of the things around him, it seemed the more he drank though…the more violent he became.

As Rei's body jolted his father also saw the small bush he was in shake as well. A sadistic smile crept over his face, he slowly moved closer to the bush. "Come on out sweetie…I know where you are…there's no use hiding…" his voice was become more steady.

Rei, being so young and naive, slowly crawled out from the small space he had squeezed himself in. "I…I'm here…pa…pa…" the young Rei whispered. His father smiled and walked uneasily over to the little boy.

"…You're such a pretty boy Rei…" his father said, he walked over to the young boy and grabbed his chin with his hand. "I won't let that go to waste…" he said, and roughly kissed the small boy. Rei's golden eyes widened, and he struggled furiously under his father's hold, but this only made his father slid his arm around Rei's tiny waist. The raven-haired boy couldn't move, but still began to struggle.

"Please… papa…" Rei whispered when his father broke the kiss. His father's grin grew wider.

"Please papa what?" he asked, the small of alcohol inflamed Rei's senses.

"S-stop…" Rei whimpered, looking up at his father with innocence shining in his golden eyes.

"Oh no Rei…we have only begun…" he than began savagely tearing off the boys clothing, Rei looked at his father with fear and began to struggle again. "Don't struggle…it will only result in more pain…" his father sneered.

Rei immediately stopped, he knew better than not to listen to his father. "…W-what…are you d-doing…?" the boy asked, his bottom lip quivered, it was very cold, and Rei lay on the wet grass quivering.

"Shh…" was all his father said, as he got rid of his own clothing also. Now both father and son were nude.

"P-papa…?" Rei whimpered, he looked up to see his father's cruel grin. The man positioned himself atop the small boy, preparing Rei for something that was very unexpected from the small boy. Rei let out a piercing cry that shot through the night. "S-stop…p-please…oh please…!" he begged, the pain was so unbearable. Rei was so close to unconscious, he began to slip in and out of sleep.

His father than suddenly stopped, and lifted off from the sobbing boy. Rei whimpered, "P-papa…w-what did I d-do?" Rei whimpered usually when his father did something of the sort, it was because the raven-haired boy had done something wrong. Never had he done something so severe such as this, so Rei must have done something really bad.

"Nothing lovely…nothing at all…you are perfect…" the father sneered, running his fingers over the youths body.

Rei closed his eyes, wishing for it to all be over. He gasped when he felt his father pinch roughly at one of his soft, pink nipples. "Stop…p-please…s-s-stop…" Rei whimpered, tears falling down his flushed face. The man reached into his back pocket and pulled out a small knife. He took it and cut the white wrap that held in Rei's hair.

"Exquisite…" he whispered, running his hands through the silky hair.

"Todd! Have you been drinking again? What's going on?" a voice boomed through out the back yard.

"…Fuck…" Todd cursed, he grabbed Rei roughly, and ran into the house. He was planning on throwing the boy into the attic, for no one knew the small house had one. Rei whimpered when he felt his small body being thrown up into the dusty attic, but his father missed and Rei fell to the ground with a loud 'thump'.

A cry escaped the boy's pink lips, "…Help…s-someone…p-please…" Rei whined.

"Shut up!" Todd grabbed the small boy and threw his against the plaster wall. Rei's head snapped back against the wall, leaving an imprint there.

"What's going on!" a voice screamed from the outside, pounding could be heard from the door. Then the door suddenly burst open, standing in the door way was an elderly man, a worried and angry look was on his face.

Todd's eyes widened and he bolted through the backdoor, he jumped over the fence and through the woods.

The elderly man walked into the abandoned house and saw the small boy quivering on the floor. "Oh my…Rei…" he whispered and walked over to the raven-haired boy. His eyes tightly shut and he was whispering things that the man couldn't understand.

He went to pick up the small boy but Rei screamed and cowered into the corner. "P-please…I'm s-sorry…p-please…" he whispered over and over again.

"Shh…it's alright…" the man said, he took off his jacket and wrapped around Rei's small body.

"G-grand…pa?" Rei whispered and looked up at him, his golden eyes held pain and fear.

"Yea…it's ok now…he won't hurt you again…", and his night went black once more.

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MWHAHAHAHA!!!! *cough* end chapter 1…^.^;;;;;;;…mental note: I'm not sure if Rei even has a father…so I made one up…if in any future time a man named Todd comes to take the place as Rei's father I had nothing to do with it…Todd it MY char…a character I want to kill…but he is still mine ^__^ please…I've never had a problem with flames before…though the fire's getting kinda cold I still don't like them that much…Burn baby burn! 0_o…yea….Review please ^.^