AN: as some of you may know I am British and this hasn't happened yet to us. But I have watched glee wind and thought it would be fun to write this. It's my English homework to write a love poem from someone to someone so I used Finn and Rachel. Hope you like it xxx
I know it's not easy for you and me.
But I loved you before we sang faithfully.
I broke your heart I know I can see.
When I kissed puck and when I was with Jesse.
But you must understand.
I thought we were through.
When I heard about Santana
What was I to do?
I wanted to make you feel the pain.
I understand if you never love me again.
But I will always love you.
You laugh
You smile
You're dancing
And never will the pain heel
I thought we would be together
Still, if you ever want to be with me
Please just let yourself be free
I hate myself for what I did to you
And understand that you should too.
And if we ever are together.
I need you to just remember.
How much I always needed you
When you never needed me too
But now I sit alone at night.
When my dad's go out I pick up my phone
For hours I wonder if you are home
And if you were would you come over?
If I called would you laugh at me?
Would Santana be there?
Would your mom pick up?
Would she ask what happened between you and me?
And by the time I have decided my dads are back
And I have spent the night playing the same old track.
I know I just need to forget.
Then I sit and cry for hours in my room
I told Shelby
She said you're only a boy
That made it worse for me.
That I am being stupid
As bad as I could be.
I love you.
And please
When you read this
Contact me.
If you will ever feel this way about me.
X Rachel.