Chapter 1
Bella's POV
I woke up to the inside of a dark,damp room. my senses ran a muck. the small of blood filled my nostrils. the sound of foot steps pulled me out of my trance they were still some way off. next thing I know Jake my Jake walk's though the door
"Bella your awake"
"Jake, where am i"
" You're in La Push, I'm so sorry i didn't know where else to bring you"
I tried to move closer to him, but he justed pulled away
"Jake what's going on"
"Bella, Victoria bit you" his voice was laced with anger and sadness
Every came back to me with those words, i had finally found mine and Edward meadow. Victoria coming out of the trees like she had been waiting for me to find it.
"A mate for a mate is only fair"
than she bit me but why she didn't finish the job was beyond me. maybe she thought it better that I had to live though eternity with out Edward.
"Bella" Jake's voice brings me out of dream
"What Jake" my voice laced with Venom
"Are you alright, you sound different"
He was right I felt different I could only imagine what I looked like
"Well that sort of happens when you become a vampire, Do you have any thing to eat I'm starving"
He turned a gasty shade of white
"You mean Animals right"
"No I mean Humans, Of course I mean Animals"
" I suppose I could let you out to hunt, but you have to come straight back when your done"
" of course I will, don't you trust me at all"
what was he thinking of course I wouldn't come back I mean what did he think I was
with that he stepped away from the door, Freedom I made a ran for it. as I left I heard Jake say something
" Goodbye Bella, for ever"
OK so may be he did know my plan
some minutes I back at the Cullen's house there was no one there I knew that already but it didn't stop me from trying. I guess I better feed soon.
Some time later I found myself at Edward Meadow, as I watched a herd of deer made there way in to the meadow without a thought I was on them sinking in to the soft warm flash, blood poured in to my mouth.I was no longer hungry.
Charlie raced though my mind, was he alright haw was Renee. I made my way to the house to see there was no car in the driveway. I jumped up to my window to hear faint crying coming from the bedroom at the end of the hall. I made my way to them, Renee was sitting to the bed crying softy to her self, I couldn't bear to watch this. I made my way back down to my room.
Edwards POV
The ringing of my phone brought me out of my trance.Alice she knew not to ring me, what did she want.
I answered not really taking it in than she said Bella's name that got my attention
"What about Bella "
"Were you not listening to a word I said"
"Alice what's happened"
"well I had a vision and well it was of Bella, I didn't mean to it just happened"
" I forgive you, just tell me what you saw"
" Bella was ... well she was a Vampire "
"But how, Who could have"
"Edward don't do anything rash"
" I'm going back to Forks, to see Charlie"
Three Days later
I pulled up to Charlie's house, Emmlet and Jasper where there along with Alice, i ignored them and walked to the front door. when I knocked Charlie opened the door, his eyes blood shot from lack of sleep, I could hear his thoughts what does he want, Bella's gone because of him. oh Bella why. i knew you loved him but you could have got over him.
"Charlie wheres Bella" I knew already but I had to ask
"She's"
She's what Charlie"
"Dead" I blame you for it, she was so I love with you but you coundn't see it
I just stood there long after Charlie had gone. My Bella dead.
Emmlet had to pick me up, Jasper tried to make me calm.
"Stop it Jasper" I snapped at him
She promised not to do any thing rash, she promised
I coundn't live with out her when I come out of my thought we were at our old house, there was an unfamiliar smell but none of us cared for it. As soon as we got inside Alice turned on me I cound see it coming a mile away.
"why coundn't you have just changed her, you love her don't you, she was willing to..."
"Alice please stop it"
"It was about her soul wasn't it. God your so Stupid sometimes Edward"
I knew she wounding't stop this was her way of dealing with it
I stepped in to my room, someone had been here in my room, the smell was so different like the one I had smelt when we first arrived here. As I look around I noticed the little white envelope on my CD case. this little white envelope was sitting on a CD. when I looked at it, it was my CD that I had given to Bella for her birthday.
I opened the envelope to find a little white note inside with the words Edward written across it in my Bella's writing
Edward
Please don't try and find me
I don't what to be found.
I don't think I could take it if you left me again.
I Love you Edward, I'll never stop Loving you.
Bella
P.S there's your CD
She was alive