It was a snowy evening and Yuki and Shuichi were walking on the cross walk home from supper when a truck came speeding down the road "Yuki" Shuichi screamed as he pushed Yuki out of the way of the truck and was hit and flew back 30 yards and landed on the snow unconscious and the driver slammed on the brakes. And got out of his truck, "Oh my god! , I'm so sorry the brakes failed its completely my fault" he said and gave Yuki his insurance number.

A few hours later Yuki and Tohma and the entire Shindou family were at the hospital in the waiting room "how could of this of happened to you , that truck was headed towards me , Shuichi you idiot!" Yuki said with tears running down his face. "Its ok Eiri-san." Tohma said and comforted him " Don't go blaming yourself like you always do" Tohma said "I know but this is the second time that Shuichi has hurt him self because of me." Yuki said and put his hand on his head. The nurse came up to them "excuse me but which one of you is Eiri Yuki ?" she asked. I am Yuki said and put his glasses on " The doctor would like to talk you and the rest of the family" she said and Yuki followed her to the ER at Shuichi's bed where the rest of the family was waiting. " Good now that you're all here , I can give my prognosis Physically Shuichi is fine except for a broken wrist on his left hand and a concussion on his head , we don't know how that will affect him because he's still unconscious but as soon as he regains consciousness we'll be able to tell" the doctor said and Shuichi opened his eyes and sat up "Yuki?" he said "Shuichi?" Yuki said and hugged Shuichi "you're alive you idiot" Yuki said and smiled "Yuki?" what is it Shuichi? "Yuki?" "what is it Shuichi well?" "Yuki" Shuichi replied. " so apparently that concussion has affected his speech and most likely given him amnesia the doctor said because of the concussion I would like to keep him over night." "ok" they all said. "Oh Mr Yuki I would like to talk to you in my office for a minute "sure" Yuki said and followed him in to his office. "from what I just witnessed Mr Shindou does have total amnesia except for that one word. So I would advise you not to leave his side for a minute so that he can recover as fast as possible on that note I set a side a cot for you to sleep on next Shuichi in his room" the doctor said and gave Yuki a key. "the room # is 442" and Yuki left. When he got back to Shuichi he saw that Hiro was there. And Shuichi was playing with his hair. "Hey when did you get here?" Yuki said and Shindou pounced on him "Yuki , Yuki ,Yuki" knocking him to the ground. "Well even if he does amnesia Shu-chan hasn't forgotten that he loves you." Hiro said smiling "Shut up" Yuki said trying to get Shuichi off. "Any ways if he does have amnesia he and you are going to need this" Hiro said and handed Yuki a book and he read the cover "Shuichi's Song Book/Journal". "How did you get this?" Yuki said "it was on my coffee table this afternoon" "oh I took Shuichi's keys" he said and the nurse came in "um excuse me but visiting hours are over, and Mr Shindou is moving to a private room. She said and on locked the wheels and started to move the bed and Yuki followed her "Bye Shuichi" Hiro said and waved. When they got to the room the nurse gave Shuichi some medicine to put him to sleep "If he has any problems press this button and the head nurse will be here in a matter of minutes" she said and left. "Good night Shuichi" Yuki said and kissed Him on the head "Yuki." Shuichi muttered and fell a sleep. And Yuki laid down and fell a sleep and was dreaming in his dream he could hear Shuichi's voice "Yuki where are you?" "I am all alone and I am scared." "Yuki?" and Yuki woke up and was startled and there was Shuichi was there sleeping peacefully. "Damn it I don't think I'll be able to sleep" Yuki said to him self and picked up the Song book and started to read it .

"June 6th 1996

I cant believe that guy said that to me "these lyrics look like they've been written by a grade 3." I cant believe a perfect stranger said that to me. that's it I'm going to read them again… AHHHHHHHHH! He was right they suck , Damn it he was right I'm going to have to track him down to say thanks for being honest with me."

"So that's what you first thought of me huh Shuichi that I was honest." Yuki said and smiled.

TBC