Author's Notes: This is from Lydia's POV. When she dies *kissed by Samuel* and all of her thoughts running through her mind at that short moment... Hope you like it! I had to write something for her seeing as when she died, I cried * liked her very much...she was so awesome!* Love Heroes...!
Disclaimer: I own nothing of it but the fanfiction, the idea for this fanfic, my representation of the characters and what Lydia's thinking, my writing style and the sadness I felt when she died !
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Memories
Tonight, during a terrible shooting at our carnival we thought was led by Noah Bennett, I died. It started at night, right after Claire had come to warn me about her father who was on his way and Samuel. I doubted him. Samuel. I did not always doubt him, no. In fact, I came to him for I believed in what he preached with Joseph, in peace and in the Home they meant for all of us. Everyone of our type. We would finally have a place where being ourselves is accepted. The real ourselves. But one day, I started to ... doubt him. It appeared gradually. I tried to fight it, but somehow, Samuel became too strange. Everyone thought he had changed... At the beginning, I did too but then, I understood... He never really changed; he just let out his true self, the monster he was inside, and all of his dark goals he was aiming for. I liked him, if not to say loved him, but now I simply loathe him with all my heart. He used us... shamelessly! I began to plot against him with a few helpers like Edgar and Claire. I did not trust him anymore, I did not want to help him nor give him any more information. I wanted to do something, but when I went for it, the shooting began. And then... I learned the truth... I saw all of his dark plans and disgusting purposes. And I knew, at that right moment, that he meant wrong to the world we've known since childhood.
You showed me everything good and bad that you were made of and then... I went away... leaving with all these somber memories of yours I disagreed with... You are a disappointment, Samuel.