Mello, October 16; I'm not really one with feelings, never have been. Nor am I sure that is what this is. It is more than likely only teenage hormones. That of course is the only logical explination. Feelings such as this should not exist for one such as I. They have never manifested before, until rather recently. At times, I find myseld wanting you so bad it hurts in my chest. When you make fun of and tease me, especiall when yoh make physical contact: (even though that's only to hurt me...) there is an odd sensation jn my lower abdomen. At times it brances lower. And lower. I don't know what they are or why ( well I know what /THAT/ is, but I don't understant why.) I've never been interested in anyone. Man or woman. I know that you hate me, but hopefully one day you will forget that. That you hate me, and nick named me 'twit' and 'albino-sheep boy' possibly one day you may stop this hell. Good by for now Mello, Near.