Hi guys, this is my first story so please take pity on me :')
To those of you who had read this before its a bit different. I re-read it and discovered it was a bit... childish? Short? It might still be though, but at least ,in my opinion, its better than the last one! I'm keeping the author note the same except this paragraph. Thanks for reading!
Disclaimer: *Rolling my eyes* Why do I have to do this? Everyone knows I don't own Twilight and never will. If you don't then I'd remind you. I don't own Twilight! Stephanie Meyer does.
Bella's POV
I opened my eyes to find myself in... darkness. Looking round, I discovered... nothing. Listening hard, I heard... silence. Opening my mouth I tried to speak but not a sound came out. What was going on? I tried to recall what my last memory was but nothing came up. I walked forward, trying to find some light, some sound, something. But nothing's there. Only darkness. I felt fear creeping in as I looked down to find nothing... I was walking on nothing.
What's going on? Anybody there?
I tried to speak again, but like I expected, no sound came out. I continued walking, hoping to find anything but deep down, I know it was no use. I was alone. I bit my lips to stop the tears from coming out. Is this the end? Am I going to die like this? Alone? What about Edward?
Edward.
…He doesn't want me any more though right? I was just a fling to him. Nothing more. But... then again. Why did he risk his and his family's life to safe me from James last year if he doesn't love me? Why did he reveal his secrets to me if he doesn't trust me? Why? It just doesn't make sense. Is it because of Jasper? No, it can't be. I've already told him it doesn't matter. So... he doesn't actually love me. I guess I have always known that, expected that, accepted that. It was always too good to be true.
Pain pierced through my heart as I doubled over in agony. It felt like I can't breath. I took deep breath but the pain just kept increasing. I opened my mouth to scream, but, again, no sound came out. Tears ran down my cheeks as my mind replayed the screen over and over again.
I don't want you to come with us. I squeezed my eyes shut, shook my head, hoping to make the image disappear.
I won't come back. I covered my ears with my hands, trying to shut out the sound of his voice.
It will be as if I never exist.
NO! I wanted to scream. Blinking fast, I tried to make the tears disappear because my vision was blurry. I tried to calm myself down by taking deep breath, but I was hiccuping too much. The pain was too much. It felt as if my heart was breaking into pieces. I was panting now. The pain was unbearable. Not once have I experienced such pain. Not even when James bit me, not even when his venom was spreading in my body. I would take the burning over this any day.
I still love him though. How could I not? The minute I gave him my heart it was his to keep. Forever. I would never get it back. Even when he rip it apart and throw it back to me. It's still his. Now and forever. Because I love him. That love just doesn't disappear. It lasts for eternity. He may not feel the same way as I do, but it doesn't matter. My heart was already given to him. Whether he wanted it or not.
The pain was increasing, its getting harder to breath now. I clawed at the air, trying to find something to hold on. To help me breath. Suddenly something was wrapping itself round my leg. Tugging it. Pulling it. Trying to pull my under the nothingness. I was in no position to stop the unknown thing from pulling me under. Slowly, I became aware of that something were slipping out of my mind. With a start I realised what exactly that something is. My memories. Renee! I tried to picture my dear, sweet mother's face. Nothing. Charlie! Blank. Alice! Blank.
Edward!
His angel face came into view. I smiled. At least I remembered him. However, soon his face started to fade away. I panicked. Edward! I wanted to call out. Come back! Don't leave me! Edward's face was blurry now, I almost couldn't see it.
Edward! Don't leave me! Who's Edward? He's my... my... Yes? You're...? My... My what? What was his name again? I- I can't remember... What were we talking about again? I don't know...
What is going on? Why am I talking to myself? Why am I here?Who am I? I felt something pull me down, trying to make me fall into the deep pit of nothingness. I struggled to stay upright when I felt something burning me. At first it started off as a tingling, however, it soon turned into torture. Slowly, fire spread around my body, making me scream. A silent scream. No sound would come out of my open lips. Soon my body was in fire, there was no strength left in me to fight that unknown force that was still pulling me. Suddenly, I don't want to fight. I just feel so tried. So tired... So I welcomed darkness with open arms.
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