Chapter 1.

Clare's POV-
People think they know my story... They don't even know the half of it.. So I'm gonna tell it to you.
My name's Clare. Clare Diana Edwards. My birth mom is Helen and my birth dad is Ronald. I have one sister; Darcy. My parent's got a divorce... But y'all knew that already. People look at me as 'Saint Clare' someone who'd never hurt anyone and thinks of others before her self... That all changed after the divorce. My dad cheated on my mom well still married. I remember the night. he night mydad came home; drunk. He didn't look like my dad anymore. He's changed. But my mom has too. After my dad cheated I started to think... What was worth waiting until marriage until sex? What if my relationship ended up the same way? Would I be the one hurt just like my mom was?

I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock and groaned; obviously not wanting to get up but I had to. I got up, showered, got on my black skinny jeans, white shit and black button up vest. After that I straightned my hair and applied eyeliner and mascara.
"Clare?" My mom knocked on my door
"It's open..." I said as I heard the door crack open.
"Clare, I know this is all new to you..And-"
"And what? And, you're so very sorry that you guys had to put me through all of this and just let our family fall apart?" I cut her off, Not wanting to hear anymore of her pitty. I know it was hard on her as well... But who are we kidding here? You can tell her and dad weren't in love anymore. Whatever being in love is...
She sighed sadly, "Clare we love you both. We may not love eachother, but we'll alway love you. I tried to make it work Clare but I can't fix something that is clearly broken and done with" I felt my eyes fill with tears as I turned to face her.
"Honestly, I don't want to hear anymore, mother." I replied coldly. "I don't want to hear how... You guys love me but can't love eachother. You guys didn't try. You guys don't even try to fix your issuses."
"Clare, do you hear yourself right now? There's nothing left to fix. All our love is left in the past and now we are left with just broken hearts, but we are at least trying to move forward with our lifes. It's for the best" I felt the tears sliding down my face
"I got to go..." I said quietly, throwing on my jacket and walking out the door.
"Clare!" I heard the all to familiar voice of my bestfriend call.
"Alli..." I turned around to face her, avoiding eye contact.
"Clare bear, what's wrong?" She frowned
"Don't EVER call me that again...You know I hate that nick name." Jenna Middleton had given me that name; after she stole KC from me.
"Sorry..." She puffed out a sigh, "What's wrong?"
"Just 'divorce' talk. Nothing more or nothing less.." I tried to hide the sadness in my voice, But she is my bestfriend. She knows when I'm sad..
"Clare... after all of it is over you'll see how much of a relief it is to not have to hear your mom and dad yelling omost everynight." She had said, I sighed... knowing she might be right but right now; It's all to new to try and believe in happiness.
"Not likely, Alli.." I looked up at Degrassi.
"Let's just, get through today and then maybe your mom will let you stay for the weekend since it is Friday!" She smiled slightly, trying to lighten up the mood.
"Maybe..." I muttered, agreeing with her. But right now.. I know today is going to be one terrible day..

So?...How do you guys like? :p
It's fairly short, but it is just the beginning. That's all I had in my thoughts for now.
Reviews? Maybe?(:
I'll try to update soon..