I don't own Death note
Light and L were secretly together for a couple months, ever since L handcuffed himself to Light, they have been together. They were in bed together, cuddling. L was laying on Light's chest using his figure to draw random designs, while Light ran his fingers through L's hair and his other hand was placed on L's waist. Light thought about how he was going to tell L that he was kira. Light ran through different ways of telling him in his head. He was so focus on it that he didn't notice that he stopped stroking his lover's hair. "Light, are you alright?" Light looked down and saw L looking up at him.
"Uh, yeah. I was just thinking." Light said. L shifted so he was looked at Light at eye level.
"About what, Light?" L asked. Light opened his mouth, but closed it not know what to say. "Light?"
"It's nothing." Light said to L, trying to reassure his forbidden lover.
"Light." Light took a deep breath. He wrapped his arms around L's, mysteriously thin, waist pulling him into a tight hug.
"Will you still love me if I told you?" Light whispered softly, rubbing L's back.
"Of course, Light. Why would you even have to ask that?" L said, unaware of what Light was going to say.
"It's just, I don't want you to leave me because of what I am." Light said.
"And what are you?"
"A killer."
"What are you talking about Light."
"I'm kira." Light looked at L, hopping that his boyfriend would say something, but he didn't. He curled back up into Light's chest, pressing the side of his face against Light's bare chest. "L-" Light began.
"Hold me, Light." L said, his voice sounded like it was close to tears.
"I don't understand-"
"Hold me tightly. Like you don't want to lose me." L's voice was shaking.
"I don't want to hurt you."
"I don't care." To Light, it sounded like L was crying. Light did what L asked and tightened his grip on L. Light brushed his thumb against L's tearing cheek. "I love you." L choked out.
"I love you too. Now try to get some sleep this time, we'll talk about this tomorrow." L nodded and closed his eyes.
I didn't know how to end it. Sorry. Other than that, I'm very happy about how this one turned out.