You were always there for me
But I pushed you away
Again and again
Said I didn't want you
But you know me much better
A lot better
You keep trying
Though I never let you in
I know that I'm lying
Under pride it's still within
With words I keep hurting you
With fists I try to show it
But all this crazy schemes I do
Doesn't kill my love for you
You always make me smile
In an annoying twisted way
You have crazy ways of showing it
But I love it just the same
You say everything so sure
Explaining things with confidence
You never know, I never show
That's just the way I need it
I act like I despise you
Hoping you'll go away
But in my heart I know
All I want is that you stay
I never want you far
I say I hate you being near
I say lots of things I never mean
'Cuz I'm scared of what have been
Been hurt countless of times
Left me hard and cold
I know it's wrong to keep you out
Just scared of being bold
But now I've thought of all of this
Now I realized I care
Now that I have come to face
My greatest fear- to embrace
The time I spent loathing you
The time I wasted lying to myself
Makes me regret everything
i've done to break your heart
…It's all I need
Everything is set in place
Our feelings set in stone
All I need
Is time