A/N: I wanted to try something different with my writing. This story is completely AU. I think it will be good, but not anything like my other stories or anything I've read on here. I hope you guys like it and suggestions are welcome so please review and we'll see if this turns into anything amazing. I am half way done with Chapter One right now, so later today it will be up :) Thank you and enjoy!

Prologue

The moonlight shined into their bedroom through the cracks in the curtains. They were lying in the middle of the bed wrapped in each other's arms.

"Baby, what if you die first? I'll be all alone…" she whispered into the darkness.

"You'll have the children. You won't be alone, and you know I'll still be here with you." He replied.

"I know I'll have them, but what about someone to protect me?"

"You have always been able to protect yourself. Long before I came into your life you could protect yourself." He kissed the top of her head. "Don't think about this stuff right now, you're going to give yourself nightmares."

"I guess you're right. I just always want to be with you. No matter what." She said almost inaudibly.

"You'll always be with me."

She smiled and laid her head against his chest. She would love this man forever and always. He married her twenty years ago and their love was still strong. They met on the Manhattan Special Victims Unit squad. It was love at first sight. They were both in their late forty's and still had all four kids at home. The oldest was twelve and the youngest was four.

"Mrs. Stabler?" he whispered.

"Hmmm?"

"Do you know how beautiful you look in the moonlight?" he smiled down at her.

"Do you know how handsome you look all the time?" she giggled softly and climbed on top of his body. He stared up into her eyes.

"I think I'm about to find out." He barely got out before her lips covered his. She ran her tongue along his lips and he opened his mouth, welcoming her in. Their tongues began a battle of their own inside his mouth. His arms wrapped around her back and pulled her down further on him. She pulled her head back and began to suck on his neck. He moaned softly and placed his hand on the back of her neck. She moved up to his ear lobe and sucked on it. She could feel his hardened length beneath her.

She let go of his ear and whispered, "I want it like when we young."

He felt his body tingle. He knew what she wanted and he wanted to give it to her. She always liked it hard and fast. He would always feel so satisfied when they were done. She was the best sex he had ever imagined he could have. She went back to his lips; making out and gyrating her hips against his. She could feel his moan vibrating on her lips. His hands found her bra clasp and unhooked it.

She lifted her body up so he could yank the bra completely off her body and throw it across the room. He was incredibly happy that she always wore her lingerie to bed. It made things easier and more exciting for him. He lifted his head to meet her breasts as he teased each nipple with his tongue. He licked and sucked each side, not leaving either one out. She moaned out from the pleasure her husband was giving her through his tongue.

"MOMMYYYY!" the scream startled them and she fell on top of him, her chin banging his forehead.

"Shit… I'm so sorry, baby…" she rolled off him and kissed his forehead.

"It's alright, go see what she wants, sweetheart." He replied, rubbing his head.

Olivia got out of the bed and grabbed her robe off the back of the door. She pulled it around her and walked down the hall to Scarlet Marie Stabler's room. She was their youngest child and she kept having nightmares. Olivia pushed the door open and walked to the bed where her daughter was sitting up, crying.

"What's wrong, angel?"

"Mommy, I had another dream…" she sobbed.

Olivia pulled the girl into her arms and kissed her head. "It's alright, Scarlet. Nobody's going to hurt you. It's just a dream."

"Can I sleep with you and daddy?"

She sighed, she was really looking forward to their night but she couldn't say no. "Of course you can, baby." She picked her up and carried her down the hall. Elliot was sitting up in bed with the lamp on. He looked up when the door opened, expecting to see his wife ready to pick up where they left off. He wasn't too surprised when he saw her carrying their little girl.

"Daddy, can I sleep here, please?"

Elliot smiled, "Why wouldn't you be able to?"

Scarlet jumped out of Olivia's arms and ran to the bed. She jumped up and wrapped her arms around her father. Olivia watched as he held her close and rubbed her hair soothingly. Olivia walked over and climbed in her side of the bed, keeping her robe on.

Scarlet settled herself in between them and Elliot shut off the lamp. They pulled the covers up over them. "Good night mommy, good night daddy." Scarlet said, giving both her parents a good night kiss.

"Good night, baby girl." Elliot whispered and kissed her cheek.

"Good night, angel." Olivia whispered and kissed her other cheek. They closed their eyes and were soon all asleep with smiles on their faces.

These were the things she liked to remember. The happy moments together, the strong love they shared and the strong love they gave their children. She really didn't want to be without him.