A/N: I was listening to the Britney Spears album the other day and realised that 'Where Are You Now?' is the perfect song for sad, angsty fan fics. So here goes!!
Disclaimer: The song 'Where Are You Now?' belongs to Britney Spears and to the person who wrote it. I'm gonna take a chance and say that you know who the following characters belong to. If you don't i'll give you a clue - it ain't me:(



*Calling out your name...*
I call your name in my sleep, without realising it. My flatmates come running in every night, thinking I've had a nightmare. I have, but not the kind they think. My nightmare's already come true.

*Your face is everywhere...*
I see your face in every cloud, in every cluster of stars. I can see your name on every sheet of paper.

*I'm reaching out to you...*
I wake up in the night, reaching out for you. You're not there though. You never will be. When I'm upset I want to run to you and tell you everything.
*To find that you're not there...*

*I wake up every night...*
When I wake up in the middle of the night, I look in the mirror and see silent tears running down my cheeks, my eyes red and sore.
*To see the state I'm in...*

*Its like an endless fight I never seem to win...*
I've tried to achieve a victory against the unhappiness, but pain and sorrow always seem to beat me.

*Where are you now, what have you found?*
I know where your body is - under the Quidditch pitch at Hogwarts, where you achieved your final victory - but where's your spirit, if such a thing exists? I hope you've found your parents wherever you are. I hope you're happy and that you've finally found peace.
*Where are you now, you've got to let me know...*

*I can hear your voice...*
I hear your voice in the whisper of the wind and the rustling of the leaves.

*The ring of yesterday...*
I often lose myself in memories of you. Of happier times, at school. Sometimes school seemed like a prison, even for me. But now I'd give anything to be back there again.

*It seems so close to me...*
In dreams you seem so real that when I wake up its like losing you all over again.
*But yet so far away...*

*I should let it out...*
I need to let go of the ghosts of my past that haunt me.
*To save what's left of me...*

*Can't go on when I keep wondering...*
Where you are, if you're missing me as much as I miss you.

*I should let it out, its time to let you go...*
Its been two years since you died to save me - and the rest of the world - and I think its time to let you go. I'll always love you, but I need to live my life, instead of acting as if I were dead too.

*Oh baby, so I can let you go...*
Goodbye Harry.
*So I can let you go...*