Life just sucks, sucks is not even good good enough to describe it . I am katniss Everdeen an unfortunate person if i say so myself. i am about 800 years . Why you might ask it wasn't part of my plan it was the time when people believed in witches . At that time my father had died. 'An apparently very noble death' fighting wars with enemies, in that time woman could not own property either . So my best friend ,Gale Hawthorne, had asked me to marry him.

I couldn't take it i just can't i won't marry . Do i even love Gale ,NO. Even if i do love him i won't marry him. What has love done to my mother but left her in a broken shell of a person unable to care for me or my sister,Primrose, unable to get over the grief of a loved one .It just shows how cruel love is, how cruel life is ,an unforgiving state of fate . That we mortals have no way to escape from . No way to save the people we love from the state that comes after it. no way to tell if it is the last day is near or far for the ones we love. That night i had ran into the solitude of the woods , the silence just seemed so peaceful just silence from my worries.

i was determined to do what i intended to do when i went into the woods . It was a selfish form of escape then ,leaving Prim with a broken shell of a mother a dead father and sister.

it was then she found me an immortal elf one of the last of her kind . She had seen me tying the noose on the tree . she had walked over held my hand and brought me to her cottage , i struggled for all i could know she could be taking me there to kill me . Her "cottage' to me was more like a tree house and yet it was a mess a beautiful mess to me. She said her name was Madge Undersee .

She had given me a reason to live and taught me how to read tarot cards , palm reading and seeing the future till that day.

I was meditating with her near a pond until two men killed Madge it was devastating i had lost another person her tears and blood had dried on my skin a blessing yet a curse from my former mentor

I am an immortal

my mother was convicted for being a witch . Prim and i were both to be burnt as well my mother brunt to death but hen i was hoisted up and burnt they waited for days yet the fire did not harm me before forcing my sister on the stake and she died before they decided to just leave me out to the woods to die but i didn't i lived in grief for years

Now i like to believe i have moved on ,my home now is a small apartment above a cafe i own and i accept special customers after midnight in exchange for the beads of the necklace of purity

AUTHORS NOTE:

This is my first time writing i have no idea if i wrote well or just crappy but consecutive criticism is always welcome