Diary of Being an Aspergirl
January 2, 2014
Today was the day I finally received my Asperger Syndrome diagnoses which means I am a full-fledged Aspergirl. This explains why I love to read so much! The very fact that I am a Readman proves that I am obsessed with book! Whenever I see books my eyes start watering which means I have finally found my own Heaven. I just love books! I love the texture! I love the smell and most of all I love how you can imagine being one of the main characters in the book! Sigh. I just wish I could have prevented the British Library from being burned down when it happened. When the British Library burned down, my reaction was I needed to save those books! Too bad, I never received the chance too.
January 7, 2014
Ahh! It has been awhile since I wrote in you! I guess I should mention about how my sensory issues bother me all the time as well. Loud noise often irritates my ears! Sounds such as fireworks, and sirens hurt my ears the most. I hate bright lights as well. The sun burns my eyes, and fluorescent lights often make my eyes water! Sounds and sights are what bothers me most. One time when I was in a bookstore in Hong Kong I heard a fire alarm ringing it hurt my ears because it was just noisy! The only way I can control my sensory issues is by reading, so that is why I kept reading in that same bookstore while everyone else managed to panic.
February 5, 2014
Sorry diary! I have not write in you I should mention how simple tasks such as writing hurt my arms. Other tasks hurt as well. I can't do other things without hurting myself as well because I am so clumsy! It's part of having Asperger Syndrome. I always manage to trip and bump over the tiniest things. I also manage to lose my glasses in places others can easily find them while I am reading! Like right now! Where are my glasses! Ugghh!
March 3, 2014
Here are some other deep thoughts of being an Aspergirls. People always misunderstand you because you're different. A lot of people always misunderstood because I don't know what to say to others oftentimes, and that's why I always prefer being alone. I make tons of social errors like talking out of place, and distance mistakes. I don't often realize that I have social issues because ever since I looked to books as a means of relief, I asked them to be my friends. Why do you ask? I do this because I can never make a social error when reading! This is why I spent years in hiding from other people!
I also want to let people know that whenever I get overwhelmed or angry it's because I think differently. My brain often thinks in black or white. This is why I used to have meltdowns while I was a young child! I do not have them much anymore, but some might point out I still have plenty of the other autistic symptoms. I just grew more out of some than others.
These are just some of my thoughts on being a diagnosed Aspergirl! No one really notices I am an Aspergirls until they really get to know me! I want to let everyone know that I am unique!