Renesmee's POV
"But dad I don't want to go to the Volturi for the summer. I am getting married in a few months." I complained to him as he packed my things
"That is why they want to see you. Because after you and Nahuel get married you two are going to be hard to get a hold of. This is probably the last time they will get to see you." He told me
"But for the whole summer?" I asked him
"Yes the whole summer." He told me
I sighed." Fine." I told him
"I think you should go visit the wolves before you go." He told me in a sad voice
"I haven't been there sense...you know. Why would I go back now?" I asked him
"Because you are leaving and when you get back you are leaving again and won't be back for a long time. I think you should go and see them all." He told me
Our eyes made contact and I knew he was right. I sighed and got up.
"Just call me when it's time to come back." I told him and left the cottage.
I ran past the border and heard howling. It hurt to hear it. I ran back over to our side afraid that they would attack me. I stood there until three wolves came into view. When they saw me the grey wolf went back and turned into their human form. He came back out looking confused.
"Ren?" He asked me it wasn't a surprise he was confused because I hadn't been back in three years and I had grown a lot sense then.
"The one and only. Is it okay if I come over?" I asked him
He looked at the others and back at me.
"Yeah sure." He told me
He took a few steps back remembering that the last time I was here I had barely made it over the jump. But this time I had it. I jumped and landed right in front of him making him jump back. I laughed at him.
"You have grown a lot Ren. I see your strength has improved as well." He told me
"I don't know how long I have but I wanted to come and visit you guys before I leave." I told him
He looked at me for a minute confused.
"Where are you going?" He asked me
"Away for a while, then I will be back for a few days then I'm leavening maybe for good. I'm not quite sure." I told him
"Ren you don't have to leave." Sam said coming out of the woods
"With this I don't really have a choice. The Volturi want me to visit for the summer. Then I am leaving with someone." I told him
"Who are you leaving with?" He asked me
"Let's not worry about that at the moment. I came to hang out with you guys before I left so should I go to Emily's until you guys get done?" I asked them
They looked at Sam.
"Yeah I'm sure she will be happy to see you. But I think you should go see Billy first." He told me
I nodded and ran towards Billy's house. When I got into the front yard I stopped. I heard movement inside and heard the front door open. Then I was tacked in a hug and hugged her back.
"Hey Leah." I told her
"What are you doing back here? I didn't think you would ever come back." She told me pulling away
"I'm leavening. I wanted to come hang with everyone before I leave. Is Billy here?" I asked her
"Yeah he is inside. Come on." She told me and pulled me inside
I walked into Jacob's house and his sent was faint. I saw Billy sitting in his chair watching TV.
"Billy Ren is here to see you." Leah told him
He turned his chair to look at me and when he saw me he smiled. I went and hugged him and he hugged back.
"How have you been?" I asked him
"Okay, what about you what brings you back?" He asked me
"I am leaving for a long while." I told him
"Where are you going?" He asked me sounding concerned
"I am going to stay with the Volturi for the summer then I'm coming back only to leave again a few days later." I told him
"How long will you be gone?" Leah asked me
"I'm not sure. But I swear I will come and visit once or twice a year." I promised them
"You better or me and the guys will hunt you down." Leah told me with a smirk
Billy still looked uneasy about it all.
"Billy I will phone call you every day to make you feel better if you want." I told him
"You better. We need a designated time so everyone can be here to talk to you." Leah told me
"How about seven every evening?" I asked her
"That will do. Now head to Emily's I'm sure she wants to see you." Billy told me
"Okay by guys talk to you tonight." I told them and left.
I ran to Emily's and when I made it to the door way the door opened and a boy stood there.
"Mommy?" He called sounding a little frighten
"What's wrong Zack?" Emily's voice sounded from the kitchen
"Emily?" I called into the house
I heard her drop a pan and ran to the door.
"Oh my God Ren!" She yelled and hugged me
"Hey who is this little guy?" I asked pointing to the child at our feet
"Ren this is Zack. He is mine and Sam's son. Zack this is Ren." She told him
"Hi." Zack told me
"Come in Ren." Emily told me
I walked in and stood in the corner of the room. The door opened and the guys piled in and got around the table.
"So Ren how long can you stay?" Quil asked me
"I don't know. My dad is going to call me when it is time for me to go." I told them
Then my phone buzzed in my pocket.
"Speak of the devil." Seth said
I looked at my phone and saw a wired number.
"No it isn't him. I have no clue who this is." I said and answered it
"Hello?" I asked
"Renesmee, how are you doing?" The voice asked and I instantly knew who it was.
"Alec?" I asked
"Alec give me the phone!" I heard Jane in the background
"No. So how are you?" Alec asked me
"What is it that you want Alec?" I asked him getting annoyed
"Awww I'm hurt really I am but Jane wants to get your advice on something." He told me
"Then why am I not talking to Jane?" I asked him
"Awww does little Ren not want to talk to me? I simply feel horrible now." He said
"Alec give me the phone or I will hit you so hard you will forget your own name!" Jane hissed in the background and I looked over to the guys seeing them trying not to laugh
"Come on guys I am hanging out with some friends before I leave. Can we please make this quick?" I asked them
"It's about that boy of yours." Alec told me
I froze for a second." I'll be right back guys." I told them and ran out of the room
I got out of hearing distance to talk to them.
"What about him?" I asked
"Jane!" I heard Alec yell
"Hey Ren nothing Alec has been bugging me all day to call you." She told me
"Jane! Give me back the phone!" Alec's voice sounded in the background
"We will be at your house in about two hours. See you then Ren." Jane told me
"Bye guys." I said and hung up the phone
"Two hours". I sighed to myself
I ran back to Emily's house. When I walked in the atmosphere had changed from serious to happy and playful. I saw the guys messing around at the table and Zack picking on Seth. Next thing I knew i fell. When I hit the ground it made everything stop for three seconds then everyone busted out laughing. Seth helped me up smiling at me.
"You are such a cults." He told me
"She is a lot like her mom." Quil said
"I'm nothing like my mom." I told him
"Sorry didn't mean it like that." He told me
"It is fine and I only have two more hours until I am leavening. So what are we going to do?" I asked them
"Let's go chill out at the beach. What do you guys think?" Seth asked
"Yeah come on." The guys said and all started to leave.
I stayed to talk to Emily about some things.
"So where are you going after the summer?" She asked me picking up the dishes from the table
"I'm getting married." I told her
She stopped for a second. She came and sat across the table from me.
"To who?" She asked me
"To Nahuel. You remember him right?" I asked her
"Yeah, but don't you think it's a little too soon?" She asked me
"I don't really have a say in all of it really. My dad thinks it's a good idea and so does the rest of the family. They seemed all excited and this is the best thing to happen to them sense everything that happened with my mom. Then everything with Jacob happened and that just made everyone worse. I feel like I can't really take this away from them even if it means I'm unhappy for the moment." I told her
"But you can't let everyone's feelings dictate what you do Ren." She told me
"I figured I would give it a little time and hopefully I will fall for him. Anyway I better get to the beach they are probably wondering where I am. Do you want to come with me Zack?" I asked him
"Can I go?" He asked Emily
"Yes you can go. Be careful you two." She told me and I put Zack on my back.
"Ready? You better hold on tight." I told him and I ran to the beach.
We all hung out for about an hour and then I decided to go home and spend the last hour with my dad. When I went to leave they all got tense and shaky.
"Renesmee make sure Zack gets home safely. Hurry and tell Emily to keep him inside." Sam told me
"Okay. Come on Zack." I told him and put him on my back
I ran as fast as I could towards Emily's only to be tripped. When I started to fall I grabbed Zack from my back and pulled him to my front and flipped myself over so I slid on my back. Zack was snatched from my grip as soon as I stopped and I jumped up. Zack was screaming bloody murder and I saw Alec holding him away from him.
"How do you turn it off?" He asked me
I snatched Zack from his grip and held him in my arms.
"What the hell Alec?" I yelled at him
"What?" He asked
"Why did you trip me?" I asked him
"Because I thought it would be funny. But I didn't realize you had a kid with you. Who is that anyway?" He asked me trying to get a better look at Zack.
I put him back on my back and he dug his face into my shoulder.
"Don't worry about it." Then I heard a loud growl and it looked like Alec was getting ready to jump out of his skin.
I looked over my shoulder to see all of the wolves there. I smiled back at Alec.
"He belongs to them. Now tell him you're sorry for scaring him." I told him
Alec looked from me to the wolves and sighed running his fingers threw his hair.
"Do I really have to?" He asked me
"Yeah, and tell them you are sorry for trespassing on their land. If you do then you will be allowed to live and go back with me." I told him
"I'm sorry for scaring the child and I'm sorry for trespassing. It won't happen again." He told them
"I will keep my eyes on him Sam. I am taking Zack home and saying by to Emily then we are leavening. He won't cause any more trouble. Will you Alec?" I asked him
"I swear I won't cause any more trouble." He told them
"Come on let's be quick." I said and we ran
When we made it to the step I opened the door and walked in with Alec fallowing close behind, Emily jumped when she saw Alec.
"Its fine he is just here to get me. Good bye Emily." I told her and gave her a hug
I handed Zack to her and he latched on.
"Remember what I told you Ren." She told me
"I will. Thanks Emily. Come on Alec lets go." I told him and we ran.
Alec just jumped over the Creek easily but I had to stop. Alec noticed and jumped back over.
"Do you need help?" He asked me
I just looked at him and looked back.
"I'm serious. I can help you." He told me
"You promise to ketch me if I don't land right?" I asked him
"Promise." He told me and jumped back over
I took a few steps back, ran, and then jumped. I got one foot on the edge of the cliff side and I couldn't get the other. I started to fall backwards and Alec grabbed my hand pulling me forward. After I was standing we stood there for a second.
"Thanks I don't get why I couldn't make it I mean I did earlier." I told him looking back
"You only have so much vampire strength. You look really tiered so I'm guessing you haven't had really any sleep in a few days." he told me
"Yeah I guess with everything going on I haven't really been sleeping. I mean I don't sleep well anyway." I told him
He just kind of looked at me for a second.
"What?" I asked him
"Nothing. Come on they are probably waiting for us." He said and ran off
I fallowed after him but at a slower rate. When we made it to my yard my dad came running out of the house. I smiled tiredly at him.
"Hey dad." I told him
"You need to sleep. On the way there you better sleep. You can't keep going without it Renesmee." He told me hugging me
"I know dad. I will start taking better care of myself while I'm away." I told him
"You better and call me whenever you get the chance okay?" He asked me
"Okay dad I will. I love you dad see you after summer ends." I told him
"Well we can see each other just not in person. You have a webcam on your computer for a reason." He told me with a smirk
"Okay so I will call you on the computer whenever I can. Bye dad love you." I told him
"Love you too Renesmee. Be careful." He told me
"That is not in my nature dad." I told him with a smirk
"Well at least don't get into trouble." He told me
"That I can do. I'm sure Alec and Jane will keep me out if it." I said glancing at the two who were standing a few feet away having a conversation of their own. When they heard their names they looked over at us.
"What?" Alec asked confused
"I was telling my dad how you guys would keep me out of trouble." I told him
"Yeah we will keep her from getting into trouble." Jane told him
"Okay well call me when you get there." He told me and kissed my forehead
"Got it dad. Tell everyone bye for me." I told him and looked at Jane
"Let's go." I said picking up my back pack off the ground
"Okay race you to the road." Jane said and ran
I ran after her passing Alec who still hadn't started running yet which I thought was odd. I stopped and waited for him and when he finally caught up to me he had a smile on his face. That concerned me.
"What?" I asked him
"I just got your dad to say yes about taking you to a club." He told me
"You're lying." I told him
"He told me you could go but you aren't allowed to drink. But what he doesn't know won't hurt him." He told me
"Come on we need to tell Jane." I told him and we ran.
When we made it to the road there was a black car waiting there for us. Jane was leaning on the car waiting for us.
"What took you two so long?" She asked us
"We will tell you in the car." Alec said
"Okay but I call front." She said and got into the front seat
Alec shook his head at his sister's actions and opened the door for me. I climbed in and put my bag in-between us. Alec got in and looked at my bag.
"So what took you two so long?" Jane asked turning in her seat to look at us as the car started to move.
"I talked Edward into letting Renesmee go to a club with us while she is with us." Alec told her
"He agreed to this?" She asked with a smile on her face
"Yep as long as I don't drink." I told her
"Was he specific on what you shouldn't drink?" She asked
"No." I told her
"Loop hole." Alec said
"How long will it take us to get there?" I asked them
"Well we are arriving at the airport in about five minutes then we are taking our privet jet. We will be flying for about I don't really know how long but still." She told me
"I think your dad is right about the sleeping thing. You really do look like crap." Alec told me
"I will be fine. I don't really sleep much anyway." I told them
"Is that by choice or force?" Jane asked me
"Force mostly. I haven't really been sleeping ever sense...anyway around this time of year it is harder for me to sleep. It's been like this for three years now." I told them
"Well what happened to change your sleeping habits?" Jane asked me
I just looked out the window and noticed we were parked. It was sprinkling outside which was normal for Forks. I grabbed my bag and opened the door. They stayed in the car for a second then got out. Jane lead us to the hallway for the jet. As we were walking I caught a sent that made me remember some things from when I was younger.
Flash back
"So why are we here again?" Jacob asked me
"Because we are to see when the next flight to Italy is for Alice because she needs to go see the Valturi about something." I told him for the sixth time
"Then why are we still here if we have already found it out?" He asked me
"Because my dad told me not to leave here until Alice and Jasper get here so we can give them their tickets." I told him
"I'll be right back." He told me
He walked off and I just looked around. Then after about five minutes he sat down by me and shoved a pretzel in my face.
"Do you want some?" He asked me
"Sure why not." I said and he ripped it in half. We sat there eating our pretzel in peace until he put some cheese on my cheek. I remember laughing at him and he started to laugh with me.
End of flash back
"Renesmee?" Alec asked me waving his hand in front of my face
I jumped back away from him. He just looked at me worriedly.
"What?" I asked him
"You look ready to cry is something wrong?" He asked me
"No I'm fine." I quickly answered him
"Well come on the jet leaves in two minutes." He told me and grabbed my hand leading me to the jet. We got on and Alec led me to a couch.
"You sleep here. I will wake you up when we land if you are still asleep." He told me
"I don't need sleep." I told him and got a knot in my stomach.
"I will knock you out if I have to." He told me
I felt hot. I tried to fan myself to get airflow but it wasn't working. I felt like I couldn't breathe and it hit what was going on. Alec was talking to me but I couldn't hear him. I started to look threw my bag trying to find my pill bottle. When I found it I pulled it out of my bag.
"Renesmee?" Alec asked me
"Bathroom?" Was all I could get out
"Over there. Are you okay?" He asked me
I went into the bathroom and closed the door. I set the pill bottle on the sink and felt myself needing to throw up. I leaned over the toilet and threw up blood. This became a normal thing for me ever sense the accident. I don't really eat people food so that is why I throw up blood because that is the only thing in my stomach. I pulled out my toothbrush and mouthwash from my bag that I had set on the floor and brushed my teeth and cleaned my mouth. I looked at the pill bottle and grabbed it looking from it to the mirror. I was paler than usual and I had dark circles under my eyes. My bright brown eyes had turned dark brown and my blond curls had lost the lively look they had from when I was younger. I looked back down at the pill bottle in my hand. I opened it and took one. I closed the bottle and put it back into my bag. I found my other pill bottle and took one of them also. The second one was for sleep because I couldn't fall asleep without taking one. I put that bottle back in my bag and put my tooth brush and mouthwash back in my bag also. I took one last glance at myself before taking a breath and walking back out of the bathroom. When I walked out Alec was leaning on the wall a crossed from the door waiting for me. I averted my gaze from his as soon as our eyes made contact.
"What was that?" He asked me
I just walked back over to the couch and sat down with my bag on the floor by my feet. Alec wasn't going to give up though. He sat next to me on the couch and waited for me to answer.
"Alec..." I started but he cut me off
"Please Renesmee just tell me what that was. I have never seen you like this and Jane is a little worried as well." He told me
"That was a panic attack. I have them randomly. I just take a pill and I'm good." I told him
"You should sleep Renesmee. When we get back you will be going through a lot meeting the whole guard and everything." He told me getting up
"Okay I will try to sleep. Goodnight Alec." I told him
"Goodnight Renesmee." He told me and walked to where his sister was
I closed my eyes and waited for sleep to consume me.
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