Sweet Dispositions
Sequel to Beautiful Disaster
So I just want to thank all of you loyal viewers who are continuing with this story.
I hope you enjoy it = ]. I'll write some of the songs but not all of them!
Have a great read!
((This is just an interview, in no ones perspective really but Bella will be in first person))
"So Bella" The man interviewing me for the radio said "You've come back from this vacation – obviously refreshed – and now you have your own songs. So no more covers?"
"Well Dave, there might be a few but this album coming up is all my stuff. Of course on my tour there will be more covers as well. It's kind of a mix of both of my albums"
"Okay, well explain to us this song we'll be playing next" He looked through the stack of papers he had "'When We Kiss' I believe it's called"
"That's right, well I wrote it when I was in Forks-" Everyone knew where I had been now. Thanks to Derek. "-and it's about. Well it's about being in love but thinking you're not good enough for the one you love. And when you find out they love you back, well you don't believe it" It bought the memories back. Crying in the taxi on the way to the airport. Barely sleeping on the plane. Crying some more on the way home. Charlie knew I was coming home anyway. Emmett had called him.
"Well here it is folks, first time ever played on national radio, Bella Swans first ever self-written song!" He introduced as the music was playing.
Alone Cause I've And I'd hold him in my arms And when we'd kiss And i dont think I'm dreaming And I'd hold him in my arms For the moment And all i want to do Im really looking And I'll hold him in my arms
I'm sitting at a distance
Hello
You come and sit next to me
Am I just dreaming
Ive gone over this a thousand times before
I've seen you before
And I
Keep thinking what
Would he want with me
I think of you I can hardly breathe
And never let him go
I'd tell him that i loved him
If only he'd know
How much it was true
How much it is
And I'd tell him all this when we'd kiss
I'd know it was real
And I'd know just how he'd feel
When he'd take my hand
And smile at me
I could swear
I can really feel him
touching my cheek
My knees are going weak
And never let him go
I'd tell him that i loved him
If only he'd know
How much it was true
How much it is
And I'd tell him all this when we'd kiss
Im just going to
Enjoy this moment
Cause i might wake up any second
Is hold him in my arms
And stare in his eyes
He'll win me over with his charms
Into those big brown eyes
And he's really
Holding my hand
We'll both stand up and
Start to dance
With no music at all
And never let him go
I'll tell him that i love him
I think that he knows
How much it was true
How much it is
And I'll tell him all this when we kiss
I'll tell him all this when we kiss
"So Bella, any new loves in your life? I hear you and Derek broke It off not too long ago"
"Me and Derek broke up before I left"
"That's…..Something I didn't know" He said thoughtfully. "But is there anyone new in your life?"
"There are a few more people in my life now. They're the best friends I could ever ask for. But if you're asking if im currently dating anyone, the answer is…..no. I was but……no not any more"
Epov
Driving with Alice in the car as usual was horrible. But the fact that was on the radio made it worse. I felt horrible. But we were driving to the airport so I could make this better. Alice looked at me disapprovingly when she heard Bella say that on the radio. Compared to when the interview started.
*-When the interview started-*
"Oh My God. Edward turn it up, no up! Shut up I can't hear!"
*-back to in the car-*
The song was…..beautiful. Alice seemed to love it too, because after we turned off the radio she was still singing the parts she could remember.
"I really appreciate what you're doing Edward" Alice said when we were about 10 minutes from the airport. "Bringing Bella back. When she realises what you did was just because you were scared everything will be fine. Even better than it was! You'll see" I didn't question her, Alice always seemed to be right.
"I'm not doing this for you, but thanks" It was true, Im doing this for me. Without Bella im nothing. Im empty.
Alice just gave me a look saying she knew and that was the end of our driving conversation. When we drove into the airport Alice was jumping on her chair.
"We're gunna get Bella back!" She was chanting. She grabbed onto my arm at one point but we son found out that was a bad idea after I nearly crashed the car. The look on her face when it happened was hilarious! So I had to start laughing. Then Alice started laughing. I was grateful – this was the first time I'd laughed since she left. I'd smiled when I booked my ticket. I smiled when I thought about her. I'd smile when someone talked about her. But laughed? No.
Alice left me at the gate.
"Good luck" She said and jumped on me, giving me a huge hug. I smiled and hugged her back. Im getting Bella back