Sadie Kane Poem - Heartbroken

by M-Hvidtfeldt

I wrote this poem to describe how Sadie Kane feels when she is having the crush on Anubis and Walt. She is torn between them and doesn't know what to do. - This takes place good after The Throne of Fire and between The Serpent's Shadow. -

A Sadie Kane Poem / Death & Love /

I'm torn...Between two amazing guys.

One dead, another close too.

What type of choice is that?

One god, another with a deadly curse...

It feels strange...

To dance arm in arm with one..

While the other... lying sickly in his bed...

How can I chose one?

One alive but dead, another with a horrible curse.

I want... to see them both alive.

But I know..That I can't chose..

Both are dead, or marked for death..

The pain in their eyes... How can I hold out?

One too far away, another marked for his death.

It can be annoying...Not knowing..

Who too love… Who to help…

The love floods through my blood…

But for who?

Lord of the dead, another dying soon.

I realize.. that they met each other behind my back..

Talking about.. How to make things right.

The lord of the deaths and a charm maker...

They couldn't possibly... figure out a cure?

One lord, another with a sickly curse..

The day came... The last spell...

We we're there.. all three...But one.. fell down

But then... He woke up..But not only as one..

The other vanished..But how?

A death.. and a curse..

I'm now..Not alone..

But the...guy were there..

Only one...Where was the other?

I realized that they were now one…

Not two...But the final and only host of Anubis.

It takes strenght and courage to admit the truth / Anubis

"Two farewell gifts," Sadie muttered, "from two gorgeous guys. I hate my life."