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chapter 1 : Daddy's home

Ring.

I rolled over and picked up my phone ,without looking at the caller id.

"Hello," I said,with my morning voice.

"Hi son. I was wondering if you can came pick me up at the airport? My car wouldn't work," Danny , my dad , said.

"Yea I'll be there in an hour and a half or so."

"Well then hurry up."

With that I guess Danny lost his patience and took it out on me and hanged up. Not that it's someting new. I got up a took a shower , throw on a shrit , jeans and my jacket. I went down stairs and got some cereal . Once I open the door I was hit with the cold wind. I got in the car and dove. 'Crap, I don't know which airport his in,`I thought. I stoped at a red light and dug in my pocket for my phone and start dialing. 'God I'm going to pay for this.`

"What do you want?" Danny asked.

"I just need to know which airport your at," I said.

"Rose. Airport Rose. Oh and hurry the fuck up , you little piece of shit," Danny then hanged up.

~an hour amd ten minutes later~

I saw my father siting in his car, that was far out from the parkind lot. I stop in front of it. I saw him simile he got out and threw his things in the back-seat . Then he sat in the passenger seat.

"What are you going to do with the car?" I asked.

"Tomorrow your going to come and get it towed," he told me. "Got it Logan?" He asked.

"Yes sir," I said.

"Good now dive so we can haves some fun when we get home"

I did as I was told.

~ at the house ~

"Logan can you get my things and throw them in my room then go to our room?" Danny asked.

"Yea," I responed.

I got his things threw them in his room then went to our room. I sat on the bed and waited. It wasn't longer till the door opened.

"I missed you Logan. Did you miss me?"

"Yes. I did miss you" 'not`

"Good"

With that I felt his lips on mine. I felt his hands on my chest pushing me back. Once I was laying on the bed Danny's hand moved down to my pants. His lips sill on mine. Danny then started to take off my pants , holding me down.

~about an one hour or two later~

Ring.

I got out of bed and looked for my phone.

Ring.

It was on my clothes,that was on the floor next to the bed. I went over and picked it up.

"Hello," I said.

"Hey Logie are you coming over or what " Kendall asked me.

"What do you mean?"

"To the Diamond's so we all can do our homework"

"Oh. What time was I should have been there at?"

"At 12 and now it's like 3."

"Oh."

"Hey man are you ok?"

" Yea. I'm fine , i'll be there in an hour or so."

"Ok. Bye then."

"Bye."

Atfer i hanged up I hoped in to the shower. I turned on the hot water then took out my razor. I pined it under my left rib cageand side it acoss my skin.

'Dirty. Worthless. Slut. Ulgly. Hoe. No one care about you. Dirty.` I thought as I cut.

I stoped when the water got a little cold. I then started to shower. I cleaned my cuts and bandaged it. I went to my room and threw on clothes. I went to 'our room' as Danny likes to call it and got mine and his clothes off the floor and threw them in the dirty bin. I went down stairs to get some food but there wasn't anybut beer and I will have none of that . 'I guess I ate the last thing this morning. Whatever I bet is cooking. Maybe Danny wiil gave me money to buy food tomorrow but I wouldn't count on it. Oh well.` With that I grab my cer keys and walked to the door.

"Where are you going?" Danny asked behind me.

"The Diamond's," I said, not turning around.

"Oh. Ok then."

I walked out amd locked the door behind me. Got in the car and dove off.