Out of control. That's how she feels. She has to bloody please everyone. Jenny wants to spaz and freak out about this, while Chelsea is always complaining about Joshelle and Joshelle has her problems and is always going to the professor about how everyone treats her unfairly, when she treats them unfairly. Then one of her best friends, Melly is having her own problems and she's trying to be there but how do you be there for someone when you don't know what you're there for? And finally, there's Vio. The oldest and best-est friend she has. The one she can always go to when she's mad or upset about something, or just for laugh. But, Vio's upset with her. And She's noticed that Vio's been off lately and now She doesn't know what this means because she's getting mixed signals form Vio, and some of those signals form S*****e. Only Zelda seems to be okay. She's the only neutral zone in World War 3. She's not trying to make this about herself, but she doesn't know what to do. She just wants to end everything. Permanently. But she doesn't have that luxury. Sometimes, she just goes into her room and shuts everything into herself and wonders, "What if?"
She's out of control, but no one knows. 'Cause the only language she's know, "Though I'm not fine, it does not show." And it won't ever show, so no one will know. But when it snows, she might go out, and not ever come in.