Author's Note:
This little skit i thought was interesting because I wanted to show how Hiei was in the show but also how his thoughts would be if he had feelings for Yusuke. This was a lot harder to write then I thought once I started writing it but it's done now and on this site so we will see if it you all will like it.
Hiei's Thoughts
By Hizoka Anba Kaitolen
'What is wrong with me? I have these feelings, but what do I do with them? He's such an idiot, so then why am I drawn to him? Why do I care? Is it something that can't be defined? If so then should I just accept these feelings? If I do, then that shows weakness and I cannot allow myself to show weakness, especially in front of him! How did this ever happen in the first place, he doesn't have any good qualities…well I guess he may have some good qualities, damn it! I find my feelings hard to believe, how can I love an idiot such as him? More to the point why? For the first time I don't understand, are demons truly able to feel this way for humans? I never thought it possible, especially for a human of the same sex for Christ's sake! Wait I'm forgetting, he's a demon now, such a significant thing to forget, but still is it even possible to have 2 demons of the same sex love each other? I am missing something, he's still in love with that human girl so any feelings I have for him are invalid. What if that is just an act to make me jealous? What if he has these feelings for me in return? Regardless I believe that I may wait and see what happens, this means not telling him my feelings. Can I bare that any longer? I must! For the benefit of both of us I shall not tell him. Humph, looks like he's coming this way, most likely to talk. In his current pathetic mindset I will give him advice, but I must not show or tell him my feelings and so my suffering shall go on.' Hiei prepared himself for Yusuke's arrival and thought nothing more of his feelings for him.