A/N: okay so first fanfic and decided to start with something simple a letter from tobias to tris after allegiant and bummed about it so decided to write about it well on that note by all you fanfictioner
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Dear my beautiful Beatrice,
So I finally got up the composer to write.I couldn't bring myself to do it truly does hurt like a stab to the heart as i'm writing it brings back all memories of the pain I try to not think makes me want to just curl up in a ball and just think it's all just a dream,A really bad dream,a nightmare. when I'm writing this it just reminds me that i'll never see light in those beautiful,enchanting blue/grey eyes 's been alomost 5 years and the anaversery of your death is tommorow and it sickens me to think it's been 5 years since my one and only love has left this forgave me about Uriah last year around the same time of your death seeing how miserable I am and tries to help get my mind off it, he asked me out with him tommorrow night to help me.I said no, not wanting to do anything on the day I lost you .The greif is going to get worse whole group is worried about me but try not to show it. I can see straight through their is only a few of us left Shauna,Christina ,Zeke,and I. Before we left dauntless there was 8 of us now there is only 's quit sad how the Euridite did this to us.
Our friends think it is just plain ludicrius that I am still greiving over you but they don't know how much I loved you(and still do) .I wake up in the mournings I reach over to the other side of the bed in search for you instead I just find coldness that I wish was not there. I know you would want me to move on,but I just simply can't, you are the only one for me,I am yours and you are mine, wait for me, for when I die I mean,when we can be together again.I will await this day, but will not force it upon us early,I will wait for my time to come, and when it does I will be overjoyed to see you my beautiful Tris.I promise this to you, and will never just remember, I love you and always will forever. Okay ? Be Brave Tris.
Yours forever,
Tobias (Four )Eaton
A/N:OKAY SO SORRY IT SUCKS I KNOW BUT THIS WILL BE A MULTIPLE CHAPTER THING IF YOU WANT JUST LET ME KNOW ALSO A LITTLE TFIOS REFERENCE IN THERE IF YOU CAUGHT THAT I KNOW IM NOT VERY POPULAR ON FANFIC AND I UNDERSTAND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT I CERTAINLY DON'T BUT I TRIED MY BEST AND THAT'S WHAT MATTERS RIGHT? BYE FOR NOW
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