Tears roll down my cheeks,
Soaking my pillow with their salty moisture.
I wrap my arms tighter around myself.
Why cant I stop?
Why won't these tears stop falling?
What has become of me?
I've become just a blubbering mess!
Pathetic and worthless.
Their isn't anything left for me now.
Now that you're gone.
You defined me.
And now that you're gone,
What have I got?
Nothing!
I'm alone now,
Thinking that nothing is going to make it better.
Nothing is going to fill this hole in me,
In my heart.
The pictures of us,
Just rubs it in.
We're smiling and laughing,
So much in love, so happy,
At least I thought so.
But you changed your mine,
Realised you didn't want me anymore,
How could you do that to me?
Leave me for her.
Every time I see you you're with her.
Happy, like we used to be.
It's like a knife in my heart.
You see me looking at you,
And you smile at me,
Like everything is fine.
But it isn't! I'm broken.
And nothing can fix me.
Nothing can put my heart back together.
Do you know how much you hurt me?
Do you even care?
Does she make you happier than I ever did?
Does she know how lucky she is?
She should be warned,
To protect her heart from the pain.
The pain I feel.
Will you warn her?
Or is that up to me?
Up to me to protect the girl that stole you from me,
That ruined everything.
Or was that your fault?
Your fault that everything got stuffed up?
I know it wasn't me,
So it must have been you?
Mustn't it?
Your photo's lie around me,
Your faces gone, just like you
And the glass from the frames are smashed all over the floor,
The glass cutting into my feet,
I can see the blood stains on the floor,
Leaving footprints,
Leaving marks,
Just another reminder of you.
I can't hide,
Cant hide from you, cant hide from the pain.
Because it finds me,
No matter where I go it will find me.
I can't even run,
Because it follows,
Trying to catch me,
Will things ever be the same?
Or better at all?
Or will I always be like this?
Empty, broken?
Crying, hurting?
I hope things will change,
But I've given up hope on you.
You aren't coming back
And I have to move on.
One day.