The quote "don't settle for a relationship that won't let you be yourself", said by Oprah Winfrey, isn't a quote, it's more of a fact, I've learned myself that. My latest boyfriend hadn't allowed me to really be myself and it had changed me in many ways. He had tried to drag to bunches of parties like every day, even days in the middle of the week. If I hadn't agreed to come with him he had beaten me until I went with him. My boyfriend was 15 and I were 13, which made me even more sounds worse than it is, cause he wasn't that good of a boxer and by the end of our relationship I didn't speak up to him. As I mentioned he's my latest boyfriend which means that we're not together anymore, and the way we broke up gives me chills. I had asked my best friend if he could kiss me in public so it would piss of my boyfriend which hopefully would end in him getting pissed and break up with me, and that's exactly what had happened. So everyone needs to know those words spoken by Oprah, and that makes them a fact.
My best friend, Ashton, and I had been friends for almost three years by then and we kept the contact when he moved. At least for a couple months. His mom had gotten a job as a nurse at some huge hospital in Chicago and since he was 13 he couldn't stay, but it wasn't like he would stay because of me. So we wrote letters a couple of times but when he went moved again 4 years ago it ended completely.
Now I'm 17, I'm in this on-off relationship and I do go to parties now and then. I have friends, a lot of them, and if my bf and I would break up for good, I do have boys that could, potentially, and would ask me out.
This is about everything I can tell about myself, all this.
And that I do miss Ashton.