Joy and Sorrow
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing. (Though I wish I did, and I'm sure I'm not
the only one who feels that way)
this fanfic is sad so don't get mad at me for what I did also I just change heero name
into trowa name to let you know
Of Joy and Sorrow
Trowa held the dead body of Relena closer to him. He is shaking. Doctor J had
had her killed because she had started to make him feel human. Trowa shakes his
head slowly. You can't die I need you. I love you. You can't leave me! Trowa
thinks to himself. He holds Relena closer to him. Tears that he had never before
shed, started to fall down his cheeks and land on her pale cheek. As he holds
her memories start jumping into his head, each one of him and Relena.
He remembers the night that she had got him to dance with her. He remembers how
hard it was to concentrate on what she was saying, feeling how warm and
comfortable she was in his arms, her beautiful blue eyes, and her soft golden
hair had kept distracting him.
Trowa looks at her body, she wasn't warm anymore. Her body was now cold and
stiff; Trowa shakes ones more and falls back into his memories.
Trowa was in the Zero preparing to go fight the Epion, when Relena had
interrupted him. She wanted to know why he had to fight. He smiled; it had made
him happy to know that she was worried for him. He remembered pulling her
helmeted face near his, her soft lips had been so close to his. He remembers
having to fight the urge to kiss her. Pushing her away from him he watched her
float away from him calling his name. As the Zero's door closed he continued to
watch her wanting to memories her beautiful face knowing that he may never see
her again and as the door closed he felt joy to know that at least one person
would mourn if he died.
Trowa let a sob escape. He had never, in his wildest dreams, thought he would be
the one who would have to mourn.
He thinks about the days after the war, how he had followed her in the shadows.
Protecting her, loving her. He remembers the day he gave her that bear. He had
wanted her to know that he was still with her and still cared.
Trowa feels more tears fall down his cheeks. Where was that bear now he
wondered.
Trowa now remembers the day he first kissed her. He had been perched in a tree
watching Relena, who was alone on a balcony. It was the day after Duo's and
Hilde's wedding and she was feeling lonely. She wanted to be with Trowa and tell
him how she loved him. Trowa was watching, his heart was filled with yearning to
be with her. Then she had started to cry.Trowa felt a fist squeeze his heart
hard. Without thinking he had leapt out of the tree and onto the balcony. Relena
had looked up with surprise; she looked at him with those beautiful blue eyes
that still held tears. Without hesitating he had wrapped his arms about her and
pulled her against him. She looked at him; surprise written all over her face,
she had opened her mouth to speak but he had quickly silenced her with a kiss.
She went ridged for a moment then had relaxed into his arms. Trowa felt joy wash
over him, his heart singing. He remembers wishing for that moment to never end.
After what felt like hours he pulled away. He kept his mouth near hers, "I love
you. Always have, always will."Trowa whispered. With that he kissed her again,
her lips answering his. When the kiss ended she had smiled at him, "I love you
to," with that she had stepped out of his grasp, took him by the hand and led
him to her room. Neither of them left each other's embrace for long during that
night.Trowa left that morning, but not before he had seen her beautiful smile.
He returned to her every few nights and spent them with her. Those visits were
soon happening more and more often.
Trowa felt pain grip his heart. Her lips were now cold and pale. He didn't want
to but he did, he remembered what had happened that day.
She had been running up to him saying that she had great news. When Doctor J
came out of now were with a gun pointed and Relena, he fired and Relena fell,
killed instantly. With fear and pain racing through him, he had lunged at her
and had been able to grasp her before she hit the ground. All he had been able
to do was stare unbelievingly at her body. Doctor J came up to him. "Why?"Trowa
whispered. " She was making you feel emotion. I didn't do all that work to make
you the perfect solder for it to be wasted by a girl. Remember this Trowa, I
don't want to have to remind you about this again." With that he had dropped the
gun beside Trowa.
Why does every thing I touch die? Not only did I lose Relena, but I also lost
our unborn child.Trowa had found a letter tucked in one of her pockets. It had
been from a doctor that had confirmed the pregnancy.Trowa looked at the gun
that lay beside him. He picks it and looks at Relena. "I can't live without
you." Trowa tightened his grip on Relena with his arm that was not holding the
gun. As he raised the gun he thought about the small box that held a ring that
was hidden in his dresser. I can't live without you. So I will die with you. A
shot echoes hollowly as Trowa slumps forward. Warm red blood mixes with a pool
of cold blood red blood.Trowa won't be alone again.
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing. (Though I wish I did, and I'm sure I'm not
the only one who feels that way)
this fanfic is sad so don't get mad at me for what I did also I just change heero name
into trowa name to let you know
Of Joy and Sorrow
Trowa held the dead body of Relena closer to him. He is shaking. Doctor J had
had her killed because she had started to make him feel human. Trowa shakes his
head slowly. You can't die I need you. I love you. You can't leave me! Trowa
thinks to himself. He holds Relena closer to him. Tears that he had never before
shed, started to fall down his cheeks and land on her pale cheek. As he holds
her memories start jumping into his head, each one of him and Relena.
He remembers the night that she had got him to dance with her. He remembers how
hard it was to concentrate on what she was saying, feeling how warm and
comfortable she was in his arms, her beautiful blue eyes, and her soft golden
hair had kept distracting him.
Trowa looks at her body, she wasn't warm anymore. Her body was now cold and
stiff; Trowa shakes ones more and falls back into his memories.
Trowa was in the Zero preparing to go fight the Epion, when Relena had
interrupted him. She wanted to know why he had to fight. He smiled; it had made
him happy to know that she was worried for him. He remembered pulling her
helmeted face near his, her soft lips had been so close to his. He remembers
having to fight the urge to kiss her. Pushing her away from him he watched her
float away from him calling his name. As the Zero's door closed he continued to
watch her wanting to memories her beautiful face knowing that he may never see
her again and as the door closed he felt joy to know that at least one person
would mourn if he died.
Trowa let a sob escape. He had never, in his wildest dreams, thought he would be
the one who would have to mourn.
He thinks about the days after the war, how he had followed her in the shadows.
Protecting her, loving her. He remembers the day he gave her that bear. He had
wanted her to know that he was still with her and still cared.
Trowa feels more tears fall down his cheeks. Where was that bear now he
wondered.
Trowa now remembers the day he first kissed her. He had been perched in a tree
watching Relena, who was alone on a balcony. It was the day after Duo's and
Hilde's wedding and she was feeling lonely. She wanted to be with Trowa and tell
him how she loved him. Trowa was watching, his heart was filled with yearning to
be with her. Then she had started to cry.Trowa felt a fist squeeze his heart
hard. Without thinking he had leapt out of the tree and onto the balcony. Relena
had looked up with surprise; she looked at him with those beautiful blue eyes
that still held tears. Without hesitating he had wrapped his arms about her and
pulled her against him. She looked at him; surprise written all over her face,
she had opened her mouth to speak but he had quickly silenced her with a kiss.
She went ridged for a moment then had relaxed into his arms. Trowa felt joy wash
over him, his heart singing. He remembers wishing for that moment to never end.
After what felt like hours he pulled away. He kept his mouth near hers, "I love
you. Always have, always will."Trowa whispered. With that he kissed her again,
her lips answering his. When the kiss ended she had smiled at him, "I love you
to," with that she had stepped out of his grasp, took him by the hand and led
him to her room. Neither of them left each other's embrace for long during that
night.Trowa left that morning, but not before he had seen her beautiful smile.
He returned to her every few nights and spent them with her. Those visits were
soon happening more and more often.
Trowa felt pain grip his heart. Her lips were now cold and pale. He didn't want
to but he did, he remembered what had happened that day.
She had been running up to him saying that she had great news. When Doctor J
came out of now were with a gun pointed and Relena, he fired and Relena fell,
killed instantly. With fear and pain racing through him, he had lunged at her
and had been able to grasp her before she hit the ground. All he had been able
to do was stare unbelievingly at her body. Doctor J came up to him. "Why?"Trowa
whispered. " She was making you feel emotion. I didn't do all that work to make
you the perfect solder for it to be wasted by a girl. Remember this Trowa, I
don't want to have to remind you about this again." With that he had dropped the
gun beside Trowa.
Why does every thing I touch die? Not only did I lose Relena, but I also lost
our unborn child.Trowa had found a letter tucked in one of her pockets. It had
been from a doctor that had confirmed the pregnancy.Trowa looked at the gun
that lay beside him. He picks it and looks at Relena. "I can't live without
you." Trowa tightened his grip on Relena with his arm that was not holding the
gun. As he raised the gun he thought about the small box that held a ring that
was hidden in his dresser. I can't live without you. So I will die with you. A
shot echoes hollowly as Trowa slumps forward. Warm red blood mixes with a pool
of cold blood red blood.Trowa won't be alone again.