Hey! Well this is my new story. I'm not a big fan of author notes, because I feel like I ramble on too much. Haha, well this is Luis! Chuck (my cousin) has the other story called Logie Love on my profile! So go read that after this!:D
New year. New music. New tour. Same boys. Same desires. Same disappointed Logan or maybe not?
The tour was beginning, which meant hours and hours of being with Kendall, which meant staring at him as you secretly wished he was yours. Trying to hold your emotions at night. Trying to dance right as you saw his hot sweaty body move inches away from you. Trying to keep control enough not to kill the bitchs that stared at him with so much lust at concert. It was almost impossible for Logan to keep himself down and away from Kendall.
There were already rumors about Kendall and Logan together. Kogan is what people called it. He didn't know if it upset Kendall or didn't faze him at all. Logan tried to keep his distance, but damnit, Kendall always had to be near him and make photos all "Kogany!" Logan thanked God all the time for sending him such a good friend like Kendall, but was not so greatfull for the all the rumors and Carlos. Yes, Carlos always teased and taunted Logan. He was the only one in the group that knew Logan's little secret.
~Flashback~
It was the Better With U Tour and the day had been hard on Logan. They had an emergency rehearsal and had to be there at 8am until 10pm. Just for Logan's luck they put him next to Kendall for every dance. He had to watch Kendall sweat and dance for 14 hours. He watched that prominent bulge in his pants sway back and forth and from side to side. It had Logan drooling and messing up many times, which made people scream at him; therefor, Kendall hugged him to make it better. Logan breathed in the Kendall scent, and felt Kendall's bulge on his leg.
That's when Carlos started to notice something going on with Logan. How Logan was always close to Kendall, but when somebody would look he'd try to move away without making anybody notice, or how Logan would get uncomfortable when he'd read a tweet that a rusher mentioned Kogan. But Carlos' thoughts were confirmed that night.
Kendall had to take his sleeping medication. He always had to take it to get his body to relax enough to sleep, and that pill knocked him out, besides the fact he was a heavy sleeper, he slept even worse with the pill. Logan took into notice that Kendall had taken the pill. It was the night he'd do something about his desires.
Logan got out of bed when he was sure James had applied his beauty mask and Carlos had put on his corndog pj's and they were both asleep. Logan carefully stuck his head out his curtains that covered his bunk and saw that everybody else's curtains where closed as well. Logan carefully got out of bed trying to not make much noise. He snuck into Kendall's bunk and looked at the beautiful many laying before him. He took the covers and moved them off of Kendall. Millions of thoughts where running through his head. "Should I do this?" Logan thought. He was quickly answered by a hard figure standing up in front of his face. Logan turned on the light in the bunk and dimmed it, he couldn't believe it! Kendall had a boner and it was there for Logan to have. Logan shaking started to touch Kendall through boxer briefs. Gaining more and more confidence Logan tore off Kendall's underwear and Kendall's hard throbbing member sprung lose. Without any hesitation Logan put both of his hands on Kendall's member and began to pump, the sounds of skin hitting each other filled the room. Logan didn't care though and took Kendall's hard member into his mouth, taking it all the way in and working on Kendall's dick like it was food and Logan hadn't eaten in days. He could feel Kendall getting closer and the moans escaping from Kendall's mouth where getting louder when all of a sudden,
"Logan, what the fuck are you doing? Omg, ahh I knew it!" Carlos spat out all at once scaring Logan causing him to hit his head on the top of the bunk.
"Carlos, this isn't what it looks like!"
"So you aren't giving Kendall a blowjob and that isn't precum on your chin? I'd love to hear your excuse for this!"
"Fine you got me."
"I knew you liked Kendall!" Carlos screamed.
"Keep your damn voice down!"
"When are you going to tell Kendall?"
"I'm not."
"What do you mean you're not!"
"Carlos, I can't. Kendall clearly isn't gay. Speaking of okay, are you fine with this."
"Yeah dude, it's up to you what you do with your life, but how can you not tell Kendall you like him."
"Listen, I rather not talk about this right now with Kendall's dick in my hand. We'll talk about this tomorrow."
With that Logan wrapped Kendall back up in his blanket and talked to Carlos the next day, while Kendall stayed in bed because he had a bad stomach ache. Apparently Logan not finishing the blowjob last night caused Kendall to get blue balls. Ever since that day Carlos knew the whole story and shipped Kogan more than all other rushers.
~~End of flashback~~
It was the first day of the new tour tonight they were playing Ohio.
"So you ready for the show Kog—I mean Logan" Carlos joked around.
"Fuck off."
"I'm sure you'll be trying to fuck someone tonight!"
"Keep your voice down!"
"Or what?"
"I'll tell James you broke Halston and him up because you like him!"
"How did you know?" Carlos said, with fear and anger.
"I didn't, but I do know! Hahaha"
"Whatever." Carlos said as he walked out of the tour bus to the arena.
"This is it. I have to control myself tonight enough to not break a bitches face." Logan thought. He always got jealous of the girl Kendall picked to sing cover girl to. He always wanted Kendall to sing that song to him, for Kendall to sit him down on his lap and just sing to him and then kiss him.
"Uhh, Hello? Logie you there?" Kendall said to Logan who looked deep into thought.
"Ye-yeah, what's up?" Logan said blushing.
"They want us in there to warm up and junk. You know the usual stuff we always do."
"Ok, all be in there in a second."
"Ok, hurry though Logie!"
Kendall left a crimson red Logan standing there looking all embarrassed and cute. Logan loved when Kendall called him Logie. It was the only positive thing that came out of the Kogan rumor. Kendall read a tweet that said Logie and since then has called him so.
The show had gone amazingly! Logan had only gotten jealous a handful of times, and the rest went pretty much the same. Logan had to pretended to not be interested in Kendall and Logan had to be nice to all the girls that clearly wanted to have his man.
As all the boys begin to pile into the bus they heard a rustling near their bunks. All of a sudden a crazed fan girl came out dressed in a Kogan equals love shirt and BTR jeans screaming with excitement at Kendall and Logan.
"Are you guys going out? Logan do you bottom? Is Kendall good in bed? How long have you been together? What do Carlos and James think of Kogan? Are you going to come out?" The crazy girl screamed at Logan and Kendall backing them up to a corner as James and Carlos where scared in the other corner.
"Listen here you little cunt! I'm tired of people like you assuming that there is Kogan, I'm tired of all this shit! Now get your dumbass out of our tour bus!" Logan screamed in more rage than the boys or any other person had ever seen.
"I'm-I'm sorry." The little girl opened the door and left crying. Then Logan started crying too and ran to the bathroom as he locked the door.
"What just happened?" James asked wide eyed.
"I have no clue?" Kendall said green eyes greener than usual.
"Guys just calm down, I'll go talk to him." Carlos saying, being the only one that really knew what was going on.
"Logan, let me in."
"No."
"Please Logan?"
"NO!"
"Logie, will you let me in?" Kendall's voice carried into the bathroom like a sweet melody.
"I especially don't want to talk to you Kendall!"
"What the hell did I do!"
"Everything."
"Fine, if you're going to be this way then at least let Carlos in!"
"Ok." Logan slowly opened the door, peaked, and grabbed Carlos quickly not letting Kendall get in.
"I hate him!"
"Wh—What? How can you say that Logan!"
"Carlos, you don't know what he does to me! The way he hugs me when I'm sad, the way he just say's my name drives me crazy, then he is always there for me, even when we were kids. He has always wanted to be a best friend, he's never wanted to be a hero."
"I don't understand? Isn't s hero better than a friend?
"NO Carlos! A hero is someone that is just there for you to make you feel better and just cares about that and doesn't care about you as a whole. Hero's leave after their job is done, and frankly so do most friends, but Kendall has been there for me for me. He loves me as a friend for me and that's the part that kills me, I wish he loved me as more than a friend."
"Logan, we've talked about this before! Just tell him how you feel."
"I can't Carlos, just how you can't tell James how you feel."
"You know that's different!"
"And how's that? You know you feel the same way when he call's you Carlitos!"
"Don't bring my drama into this, grow a pair and tell Kendall! You know you've already felt Kendall's pair!"
"Stfu and leave!" Logan said not happy with Carlos. Carlos got up and left with a smirk on his face. For most of the rest of the night Logan stayed in the bathroom crying. Around 12 he finally got enough courage to go change and go to sleep. As he opened a door he met a friendly face. The face he was dreading to meet. Kendall.
"Kendall, go to sle-" Logan was interrupted with a hug from Kendall. He tried to pull away but sunk into the magic charm of Kendall. The sweet unique scent of Kendall filled his nostrils and his slim but muscular frame of Kendall held him up.
"Kendall, I love you."
"I love you too, buddy. Now that you're better I'm going to sleep. Sweet dreams Logie" Kendall said with his signature smile. That crushed Logan, Logan just had told him he loved him, but he only took it in a friendly way. As Logan started to tear up once more the golden locks showed up again.
"Logie, are you ok?"
"Yea—yeah"
"Hey I got an idea. You want to sleep on the pull out bed with me tonight? Like old times when we were kids and I'd sleep over?"
As soon as that sentence left his mouth Logan lit up like a firework had exploded in him, a love firework.
"Omg, can we?"
"Of course Logan, but only if you promise me one thing."
"Wh-Whats that?"
"You have to call me Kindle from now on, like you use to when we were little."
Logan's cheeks broke into a deep blush, he thanked God the lights were too dim for Kendall to see.
"You have a deal..Kindle." Logan said sweatly.
As Kendall got the pull out couch ready, Logan went to get ready. As Logan started to get ready for bed his thoughts started to creep up on him. Tomorrow was there next date at a fair, which meant there'd be a lot more ways for fans to talk to them. He really hoped nothing happened. Then he thought he'd enjoy tonight and went to bed where Kendall was fast asleep. He got in and got comfortable, then kissed Kendall on the cheek, thinking for just a second that this was real and Kendall loved him back. As sleepiness took over, Logan's body gave into the fluffy bed and the warm body next to him,
Well there it was! The first chapter to this hopefully good story! And I know I ended it with them falling asleep/: blahh ik ik! Haha, well pleaseeeee comment on here or send my cousin a tweet on his twitter about what you thought! He's Chuck_Chuckeroo on twitter. I'm sorry if it wasn't good and I'm sorry it was short..but please stick with me? HAha I feel pathetic for beging! And as I said I tend to ramble on these author notes. Well leave a review!:D