Eternal Sadness
Maximillion, my dear prince.
Where does the time go?
The time we shared was paradise. I spent the remainder of my life thinking about you. When we'd hear wedding bells and share a passionate kiss, and perhaps have a child of our own.
I feel guilty Maximillion. Because of me I caused you pain. It's a stab into the heart. Not being able to touch your face or kiss your lips pains me desperately. I'm in vertigo my love. An endless void of despair engulfs me. I felt like we were to be destined, but it didn't work out that way did it?
I've spent night after night scarred and lonely. Especially when it stormed, you always stayed there just for me. You knew that the thunder frightened me. You held my hand the whole time. You never let go, and you always embraced me and I felt your heart beating and pulse rising. I always felt safe when you were near me. You held me tightly and I remember when the lights went out and you lit those candles.
The love we shared that night. I felt like I was flying. I loved every moment I had with you. What I remember most about you was your hair. I loved stoking my fingers into your silky, silver hair. It always tickled my skin. You were always there for me. That's why I feel guilty.
You are suffering because of me. I'm crying Maximillion, and I feel like I've abducted your very soul. And when you requested that you paint me was most a honor. I wish I could paint that well. Your gentle face staring at me when I'm lonely and scared.
I think that destiny didn't want us to be together. That's why I know that I've caused you to go insane. It's all my fault Maximillion!! I'm nothing to be thought of! But my emotions and my heart still long for you. My body's aching my prince.
You've always reminded me of fire. You were beautiful in looks but also dangerous. In a way you kind of scarred me. Forgive me. But in a way you've always kept me warm.
When you wrapped your safe arms around my trembling body I suddenly didn't feel scarred anymore and the trembling stopped. You were always there. You were my guardian angel, and my sanctuary. When I needed you there you were. It's like you knew I was frightened. I looked into your eyes and I didn't question you.
I know you were trying to revive me. I was hoping for you to achieve it, but not the way you've planned. I wish I could be with you. You hid your true colors from me. Dearest Maximillion don't hide from me. Don't hide yourself in shame and fear. I love you no matter what.
I've spent days and weeks crying out your name. I knew you wouldn't come. I knew what happened to you and what Yugi did to you. I don't hate you for what you've done. I don't care what you've done. All I want is to see your face once again. I can't see you any longer. All I can do is dream about you. But I know I'm dreaming.. I just don't have anything to hold onto anymore.
I wish I could take the pain from you. I wish that I could place it upon my shoulders and see you get some relief. I weep because of your misery. If you hurt I hurt. I long for your kiss. I must ask this of you my dear Maximillion. Did I cause you to feel so bad?
I feel that I should've been the puppet in life. I wanted so to deliver you from the millennium eye. I wanted to guard and protect you. Only then would we be united.
Don't cry for me my love. I'm already dead. Farewell my prince. I'll hold your dear, sweet face to my heart and maybe then will time let us hold each other once again.
Maximillion, my dear prince.
Where does the time go?
The time we shared was paradise. I spent the remainder of my life thinking about you. When we'd hear wedding bells and share a passionate kiss, and perhaps have a child of our own.
I feel guilty Maximillion. Because of me I caused you pain. It's a stab into the heart. Not being able to touch your face or kiss your lips pains me desperately. I'm in vertigo my love. An endless void of despair engulfs me. I felt like we were to be destined, but it didn't work out that way did it?
I've spent night after night scarred and lonely. Especially when it stormed, you always stayed there just for me. You knew that the thunder frightened me. You held my hand the whole time. You never let go, and you always embraced me and I felt your heart beating and pulse rising. I always felt safe when you were near me. You held me tightly and I remember when the lights went out and you lit those candles.
The love we shared that night. I felt like I was flying. I loved every moment I had with you. What I remember most about you was your hair. I loved stoking my fingers into your silky, silver hair. It always tickled my skin. You were always there for me. That's why I feel guilty.
You are suffering because of me. I'm crying Maximillion, and I feel like I've abducted your very soul. And when you requested that you paint me was most a honor. I wish I could paint that well. Your gentle face staring at me when I'm lonely and scared.
I think that destiny didn't want us to be together. That's why I know that I've caused you to go insane. It's all my fault Maximillion!! I'm nothing to be thought of! But my emotions and my heart still long for you. My body's aching my prince.
You've always reminded me of fire. You were beautiful in looks but also dangerous. In a way you kind of scarred me. Forgive me. But in a way you've always kept me warm.
When you wrapped your safe arms around my trembling body I suddenly didn't feel scarred anymore and the trembling stopped. You were always there. You were my guardian angel, and my sanctuary. When I needed you there you were. It's like you knew I was frightened. I looked into your eyes and I didn't question you.
I know you were trying to revive me. I was hoping for you to achieve it, but not the way you've planned. I wish I could be with you. You hid your true colors from me. Dearest Maximillion don't hide from me. Don't hide yourself in shame and fear. I love you no matter what.
I've spent days and weeks crying out your name. I knew you wouldn't come. I knew what happened to you and what Yugi did to you. I don't hate you for what you've done. I don't care what you've done. All I want is to see your face once again. I can't see you any longer. All I can do is dream about you. But I know I'm dreaming.. I just don't have anything to hold onto anymore.
I wish I could take the pain from you. I wish that I could place it upon my shoulders and see you get some relief. I weep because of your misery. If you hurt I hurt. I long for your kiss. I must ask this of you my dear Maximillion. Did I cause you to feel so bad?
I feel that I should've been the puppet in life. I wanted so to deliver you from the millennium eye. I wanted to guard and protect you. Only then would we be united.
Don't cry for me my love. I'm already dead. Farewell my prince. I'll hold your dear, sweet face to my heart and maybe then will time let us hold each other once again.