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So I haven't been writing for a while, but now that school is out I have soo much more time. I'm planning on some big stories, check out my profile if you're interested! anyway...
Lately I have fallen in love with the pairing of Johnny and Dally...There's just something so cute about it, isn't there?
Yes there is.
Disclaimer: I don't own it. No. I don't.
He's just too cute. And it's all his fault. No, It's my own fault for falling for him. I used to watch him as he walked away, and as my gaze lingered a little long on his butt, I told myself it was because I was sure he wasn't eating correctly. But I know the truth.
I'm in love with Johnny Cade.
Not that sexual arousing kind of love, that lusty stuff. Yes, I went to school, I know what it is, and I know that what I feel for that 16 year old boy is not lust or the need of sex. I want to hold him. To tell him it'll all get better... That I'll always be there. And I will. Whenever he needs me, I'll be there.
I don't think I've ever felt this way before. I sound like such a girl. I'm Dallas Winston, I'm the man! Tough, cool, and completely whipped. I feel like...like I can't get too close or I might get burned by the emotional fire that is Johnny Cade. He's so gentle and sweet, why would anyone want to hurt the poor kid? There are nights when I fight with myself to go pound in his parents' faces, make them feel what I feel whenever he shifts to cover a bruise or winces because I slapped him on the back too hard. I want Johnny to be happy. No matter what it takes.
Oh god, I love him so much. I just want to kiss away his tears and tell him everything will be all right, but I can't because we're both men so I always just punch him lightly on the ahoulder and say man up. I never miss the tears that still fall afterwards. Why does he look up to me and think that I'm amazing like he does? I'm not great at all. And why do I get shivers whenever he grins at me? It makes me feel like I did something right. I wish he'd grin all the time. I'll make him grin all the time someday.
I promise you, Johnny.
Huh. I have absolutely no idea what the hell that was. Maybe I'll update. Maybe I won't. Let me know, why don't ya?
-stella