I don't own Twilight or RENT. Song Without You from RENT.

" It will be as if I never existed," Edward said before disappearing into the abyss.

How am I supposed to go on without him? He is my world my everything. I might as well be dead with out him.

Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows.

Without you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children play.

The stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without you.

The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without you

Months have gone by and I still have no idea what to do with myself. I go to school and don't talk. I come home, do my homework, make Charlie dinner and then go to bed. It's quite depressing.

One day Charlie starts yelling me telling me that I do nothing that I decide to humor him and go to the park.

Without you, the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud moves.

Without you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crash.

The crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without you.

The moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without you.

Children are running around playing, not having a care in the world. A mother is comforting her four year old who feel and cut his knee. She gives it a kiss to make it all better. If only that solved all of life's problems. The most painful thing to see is a young couple embracing on the bench across from me.

I wonder, even though I know I shouldn't, what he is doing right now.

The world revives

colors renew

but I know blue

only blue

lonely blue

Without you

Without you, the hand gropes

the ear hears

the pulse beats

Edward POV

I can't get my mind off her. Whenever I close my eyes I see her face. I left her for her own good. This is horrible; I can't live like this for much longer. I'm even more lifeless than usual without her. I need to see her, but I can't.

Without you, the eyes gaze

the legs walk

the lungs breathe

The mind churns

the heart yearns

the tears dry without you

That's it, I can't take it anymore. I need to see her. Everyone is so worried about me. I go and hunt with them but otherwise I am always alone. I need to go and get her back. I just hope she can forgive me.

Life goes on

but I'm gone

'cause I die, without you

without you

without you

without you

Bella POV

I walk into my house coming after school today and go up to my bedroom. I open the door and look up to see Edward standing there with open arms which I more than willingly run into.

First story please don't kill me! I know its not the best but review would be very much appreciated.