I run my fingers through the blonde locks that have fallen over my face as I leaned over the keyboard signing on. I quickly pull my hair back and wrap the band around it twice to hold it."Oh look I've got mail." I say aloud with less than enthusiasm in my voice. Don't get me wrong I like email and love hearing from friends and family but at this point in the night I just don't have the strength mentally to respond how I should.
I laugh out loud before covering my mouth realizing people in tis house are sleeping but I swear if I get one more email asking if I'd like to have a larger penis, spam is so annoying but umm for obvious reasons they have the wrong person, I would think the name "Claire" might just give you the hint , but wait what's this.
I don't recognize the senders name but for some reason I feel compelled to click it open and normally I just delete those.
All that it says is, "confused, searching for something. this is all you need." Now my first reaction is more spam and just to delete, all I can think is it's that or maybe a new search engine but the wording is strange and before I know what I'm even doing I click the link. I am swept away to a new page and it just says loading. I feel butterflies in my stomach and feel so strange, I laugh at myself for acting so silly over a website but the words"curious, searching for something" keep repeating in my mind. Lately I've felt well different to say the least.
Before I can think much more about it a woman pops up on my screen, there is something so captivating about her. I swallow hard and notice my pulse has quickened it's as though she can see right through my monitor, through my eyes and into my soul. I don't click the page off I can't move I just know I have to see what else happens.
"hi" she speaks in a raspy/sexy almost whisper.
"Hi," I manage,then to myself,"Claire she can't hear you."
Then she smiles and as she adjusts the webcam starts to unbutton her shirt, staring straight at me . I realize she can't see me but it's like I said, it's like she somehow does.
She's just slid out of her bra exposing two full round beautiful breasts, her head leans back just a bit and the palm of her right hand slides down her throat to her chest then down and over her right breast squeezing it slightly before moving down to what I assume is her side can only see from waist up.
I can't move, feel a chill then a warmth rush through my body,audibly gasping. I'm about to tell myself to get a grip when she speaks again."Do you like what you see?"
"Yes" I say without a thought.
She smiles wider as though she heard me but I know that is impossible.
Come on Claire why are you still watching this, you're not a lesbian. What is wrong though I can't stop watching and my heart rate speeds up.
"tell me what you want?" her voice breaks my thoughts and I shiver.
I notice a button on the screen that reads "talk to Nikki" before I realize I'm doing it I click.
"Hi sexy" her voice rings into my headset, I've chosen not to actually talk but type."
"Hi" I type nervously my hands shaking.
"you like what you see?"
"yes"
"good" I see and hear her smile as she leans back in the chair."so what's your name baby?"
I start to lie but my hands betray me ,"Claire"
"mmm," she moans, " I really like that name,don't get a lot of women here.I'm not complaining by the way," she winks," I'm relieved"
I smile.
"you have a cam baby,"
I can't move. Again I want to lie and say no but my hands hate me so,"yeh"
"Can I see you? you don't have to but I'd like it."
"ok."
My hands trembling so I can barely manage to invite her to view my cam. once we're connected I smile shyly.
"Damn, you're beautiful Claire."
"umm so...um so are you. Nikki."
"Thank you Darlin',your accent is too cute."
"Thanks," I blush
"and a cheerleader huh?"
"how'd you..oh?" I realize I'm wearing the uniform.
I blush harder and look up realizing she has yet to take her eyes off me for a second.
"so you wanna talk or...what?"
"I don't know" I answer honestly.
"it's ok I take it you don't do this often."
"never."
"thank you for turning your cam on so I can at least know who is looking at me."
"no problem," I barely whisper.
"relax, honey. there is no pressure here ok?"
I nod.
"would you rather me put my top on?"
"NO...sorry no I mean if you want to ."
"if you like what you see then I'm glad to leave it."
"I do ."
"ah sweetie you're shaking. "
"I just ..I dunno overwhelmed, or nervous or hell I dunno really."
"I understand," she leans forward placing her lips to the cam as if to give me a kiss," nothing happens here or is even said unless you want it to k?"