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Alice's Journal
January 19, 1919
Dear Diary,
Mother gave me this as my birthday present today. I am excited to write my thoughts and feelings in this journal as my life goes through new stages and points of life. One day, when I have children of my own, I hope to give this to them so they can know what their mother knew and thought of when I was a child. I turn 18, making me, finally, an adult. I graduate school this year, hoping to become a nurse to the sick and wounded who are off to war. I do not know what they will think of my height, though, for I am only about 4'10". I knew most family members wish for me to be married to a rich gentleman who can give me what I wanted and more, but I really wished to fall in love!
Wow…I just had one of my common visions. It seems that every time my mind has an out of body experience, I think of falling in love. Its frightening, really. I see people who I don't know, and sometimes I fear, for some of them become real. I have lived with this burden for some time, and Mother and Father have become fearful of me. I am starting to believe that they want me to go to an asylum! I will do no such thing! What type of troubles will that cause for Cynthia! I'm her role-model! What will that do to her aspect of life!
Sincerely,
Mary Alice Brandon
Alice POV
March 2, 2009
I looked at the collection of files in front of me. To think I found this much stuff under the bed of a destroyed Asylum! I smiled at my collection. I looked through the files. Pictures, letters, notebooks, art, and a Journal. I could finally find out about my past. I pulled my pixie hair behind my ears and sat down. I began to read again, slowly entrancing myself in the notes of my life.
January 28,1919
Dear Diary,
I am slowly starting to believe that my premonition is correct. Tears stream down my face as I write. There is no way for me to get out of this hell anymore. The war has ended and I am stuck trying to find a husband who doesn't love me. And to think I thought I was going to be the one that was different! The one who would try everything! I must decide soon what I will be. Sure, I don't want to be on of those loner women that never marry without children, but I also want to spend the rest of my eternity with someone I love and would do anything for, not someone who only wants me as their mom! Stupid men…
Mother just came in to tell me that I have no reason to be crying….if she only knew how powerful my premonitions are! I feel like I am the only one of my kind, as if nobody cares for me. I sometimes think I am going crazy….and we all know that it is plausible. My body is shaking. What is going on with me?! I am so afraid at the moment. I will write later…
Yours truly,
Mary Alice Brandon
(Drawing of a dress, including such details as the length of neckline, color, and type of accessories to wear with it. There is a caption below.)
Don't you just love this design?! I just came up with it and I find it beautiful!
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February 14th, 1919
Dear Diary,
Today was our first day back at school. I was so excited to see the old faces who had gone off to war again! I saw Jason, Mei, Pit, Lance, Cyril, and Ermira. I had truly missed her throughout this whole time. A year older then me, her parents had allowed her to go tend to the sick. She was truly beautiful, as was her brother, Jason. He and I had been having special sentimental feelings for the last few years, but as much as I can say, he and I are not meant to be together. Ermira and Jason had gotten into this end of high society because of how smart they were. They had both won a scholarship. In reality, though, they live on the opposite side of the tracks. We're rich, they're poor, we're gold, they're copper, we're new, they're older. They never really go to any balls (unless invited) and always wear their Sunday clothes to school. Ermira and I had been friends since birth, our mothers before that, and our mother's mother before that. It was a generation thing, and it did not matter to us how the other dressed or how much money they spend a day.
Ermira and Jason, as identical twins, both have green eyes and black hair. Ermira, against all of her friends demands not to do it, had decided to crop her hair short and boyish, to save time in the morning during the war. It flattered Ermira's soft, porcelain skin and how gracefully she moved. Jason, on the other hand, had tanned skin and with his shagged cropped black hair. It was always tussled, and he was extremely beautiful in any girl's eyes. Mei, on the other hand, was different. She had simple black hair, which she always had in a bun, and piercing brown eyes. Pit, who has brown hair and deep, sky blue eyes, was my cousin and cool friend, but was in a deep infatuation with her, as was she. She could not take her eyes off of him, and neither could he. We always laughed at their ignorance.
Ermira brought a new friend with her to school, too. His name is Kevin Sullivan…and if I must say so myself, I believe they are perfect for each other! The way he looks at her with tender eyes and touches her hand is just unremarkable, and you can see how her heartbeat increases with each time. Its…indescribable to watch. You just get so many sentiments growing in you by watching them stare at each other. To think that my best friend had fallen in love with someone before me! I surely had thought that her stubborn attitude would have held someone back for a few years! I'm not being jealous at all, its just that even she predicted it so! I must start geometry homework, I will write more later.
Sincerely,
Mary Alice Brandon
P.S., I told Pit to follow Ermira and Kevin this afternoon to the park! He comes here to report an tell me that they kissed! ON THE LIPS!! GAAAAAH! I'm so happy at the moment! I really should go celebrate with her! Goodnight!
Alice POV
March 2nd, 2009
To think that I thought that I had only ever loved one person! Jasper is the love of my life, my perfect match, the man of my dreams, well…that is if I could dream. Jasper has been there for most of my existence, and the thought of me loving another man was irritable. At that moment Jasper came in, all his glory and beauty, sensed my lust for him.
"Hello my little pixie," he said as he leaned down to kiss me from where I was sitting.
"Hello my toy soldier," I said as our lips crashed together, giving me the queasy sensation I get in my stomach every time we have skin contact. I leaned back, breaking the moment I wished had never ended.
"What you got there?" he said, a hint of his southern drawl heard.
I started to bounce in my seat, excited that he had asked me about the papers. I took them all in my hand, giving them to him and smiling, trying to find the words that would help me explain.
" I FOUND THESE WHILE EDWARD WAS SEPERATED FROM BELLA AND I WANTED TO FIND OUT MORE ABOUT MYSELF!!! ITS MY DIARY FROM THE LAST YEAR OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO EXCITED TO READ EVERYTHING!!!! DID YOU KNOW THAT I USED TO DESIGN CLOTHES BACK THEN TOO!!!! AAAAAA-," he cut me off with his lips, and I knew that I was talking a bit too loud and would wake Nessie up.
"So…who's this Jason?" he said with a questioning smile on his face. I had always forgotten his ability to read quickly.
"Oh, he's just someone I used to have a small crush on," I smiled slyly and continued, "If I may believe, Mr. Whitlock, are you jealous?"
"No, Tinkerbell, I'm just trying to keep my fairy to myself," he chuckled as he kissed me lightly on the lips, while I returned it softly.
Tomorrow I was going to find out who these people were, and especially if they were still alive.
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A/N: See people XD XD this is the story me and my bro are writin…aren't he and I an awesome team?!?! lol XD milk and cookies and a new chapter if you review. XD.