Disclaimer: I don't own Yakitate Ja-pan.

"Kai…" Monica whispered as she looked at the man beside her. Suwabara Kai was peeling an apple for her and their "baby".

"Here, eat this. It will be good for you and our baby. Say aahh!" Kai said aiming the apple in her mouth. She just looked at him, watery-eyed. Kai will be a good father she knows… if there is really a baby. She was afraid of what his reaction will be if he learned that the baby does not exist from the very start. They just lied to him, to stop him on committing hara-kiri. What if he'll know and he'll hate her and he'll continue committing hara-kiri? What will she do?

"Kai…"

"Here eat this. Baby will come out soon right? I think he's really small, you're tummy doesn't change that much."

Monica sweat dropped. Sometimes she would wonder what she liked about Kai. How could he possibly believe that she will get pregnant just by hugging him many times? Is that possible?

"Kai…I… there's no baby… We…lied…." She said slowly looking at him in the eyes. He is every inch a man…no…not just a man… but a gorgeous gentleman. She saw his eyes sparked a certain kind of emotion. What was that?

'maybe he's mad… or maybe he decided to continue hara-kiri! What should I do!' she thought. Then she winced when she saw his tears falling.

"Kai…I! I lied! I lied because...I don't want you to die! I don't want you to leave me! I love you… Please don't go suicide! It's okay if you'll hate me! But please don't die! I'm sorry…" she shouted crying. Silence followed and she didn't dare looked at him. Suddenly she heard him laughed. Monica looked up and saw him crying and laughing. Had he gone crazy?

'It's your fault Monica! Your fault!' she thought as she sobbed.

"Monica…don't cry…" she heard him said as she looked up. He was smiling at her while crying. She raised her hands and cupped his face. She thought he really had gone crazy. She never saw him laugh…never saw him cry…. And now he's done those at the same time. She felt she'll go crazy next.

"Monica… You… I won't commit hara-kiri… I should learn how to accept defeat… I thought we had a baby and I was sad that we don't really have one… But I know you love me…you always tell me that… I love you too… And I thought that if we don't have baby then maybe we can make one." Kai said smiling. He is a samurai, a real Japanese man…but he is a baker too… and a lover… He wouldn't attempt to commit suicide again… he wouldn't attempt to leave her again… He will fulfill his dream too…with her… he knows everything's possible. He's a refined man, a man who never go back in his words…but he once did…and he'll do it again if it's for the woman in front of him.

"Kai…I love you! Let's make baby now!" Monica said hugging him while crying.

"Eh? HOW should we make a baby?" Kai asked dumbly. Monica smiled at him. So much for his virgin samurai boy…

A/N: Short, right? This is my first Yakitate fanfiction and I found it hard to do one. Since yakitate's genre is comedy… hell… so difficult… Anyway, please R&R