My head hung over her shoulder as I shook with fear. My hand was wrapped around her wrist, frantically moving on its own, trying to find a pulse. The sunset mocked me as it casted our shadows at the ground. I glared at them with blurry eyes as the shadows stood still, keeping a memory frozen in time, a memory of his death. I calmly removed myself from the hollow embrace and grinded my teeth as I fought back my screams. I balled my fists and hung my head silently. Muffled whimpers fell from my lips as his lifeless body continued to cast his sleeping shadow. Her eyes, I thought to myself as I the water droplets trickled off my cheeks. I through my hands up and wailed at the ceiling. I covered my eyes and felt the tears fall through the cracks between my fingers. All those moments, all those times, all the days when I had smiled sweetly at her, every second when I had waved to her in the morning, she glared at me with those eyes. I saw through them though. Somehow, even though I was the densest person on the planet, they were transparent to me. I wished I had held her all those times; spoke to her all those times instead of ate or slept. But now, she was gone.
I stopped screaming and glared over towards the man in the corner, he was still holding it for god's sake. The syringe filled with that horrible drug, the one put her to rest, permanently. I began to loathe sleep as each second passed by. I felt my body slowly lose control of itself due to the trauma I felt creeping up in the back of my skull. I wouldn't let it happen, not yet. I didn't have enough energy to attack the man so I simply whispered in a raspy voice sore from screaming and crying.
"How could you Sensei? I don't understand…Why would you do this to Taka-" I felt my limbs be cut off and I fell to the ground, and I forced my last bit of strength I had to wrap my arms around her. My head leaned over her shoulder as I glared at the man. "I'll never forgive you Sensei. I refuse to let you go unpunished for killing Takane."
Everything shut off.
