"Lauren, your up." I hear Mr. Shue call me out of my thinking. As I start to get up I hear someone make fun of me but I just turned to look at them. And stared. Just because they broke up Puck and I it doesn't mean I have to stop being in the club as well. I am in front of the whole Glee club now and I get my guitar, and bring towards the front of me, while I was doing this I was talking to one person in particualer in the club. "This song means a lot to me, it really is how I feel and I hope that this person realizes that they can't hurt me anymore. I am over it." I say I know I basically just lied to myself and practically to everyone there, but he has to know. Even if this isn't really how I feel, I want him back more then anything in the world.

I start to strum to start the intro, I take one look up at Puck and I can see that he knew he screwed up, but this time I wont let him come back in any longer.

Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you

Counting my footsteps praying the floor won't fall through again

And my mother accused me of losing my mind

But I swore I was fine

I knew I should've known better. I mean I guy like Puck would never go out with a girl like me, unless forced upon. And lets face it, he kind of was.

You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain

And I lived in your chess game

But you changed the rules everyday

One minute he was this wonderful guy in my life who didn't give a care in the world, then the next he doesn't want to be seen with me because it may hurt his rep.

Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone

Tonight

Well I stopped picking up and this song is to let you know why

I looked up at Puck and I can see tears running down his cheeks. I quickly looked down. And kept playing.

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with

The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

I should've known

Well maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame

Or maybe it's you and your sick need to give love then take it away

And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand

And I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said

Run as fast as you can

I should've listened to, Rachel and Quinn. They tried to warn me. But I was to stupid to believe that he actually wanted me.

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with

The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

Dear John, I see it all now it was wrong

Don't you think 19's too young to be played by

Your dark twisted games when I loved you so

I should've known

You are an expert at sorry

And keeping lines blurry

Never impressed by me acing your tests

All the girls that you've run dry

Have tired, lifeless eyes

Cause you burned them out

But I took your matches before fire could catch me

So don't look now

I'm shining like fireworks

Over your sad empty town

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with

The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with

The girl in the dress wrote you a song

You should've known

You should've known

Don't you think I was too young

You should've known

I am now in tears. I looked up and I see all the whole Glee Club in tears also. I looked around the room, and I couldn't find Puck anywhere. "Serves him right." I hear someone say. I just sat there on my stool and sobbed. How Can I be so stupid?