Story: Eternity
Series: Kingdom Hearts
Genre: Romance/General
Status: Complete, One-Shot
Pairings: Xemnas/Saix
Rating: Teen
Info: 50 drabbles, 50 moments
Eternity
1. Complete
When Xemnas was together with Saïx, he knew he was complete; with or without Kingdom Hearts.
2. Memory
Saïx didn't remember his life before Organization, but he figured that didn't matter since he had Xemnas.
3. Red
Sometimes the Superior would flatter the Diviner just to see his face flush scarlet.
4. Temptation
Both resisted the temptation of touching one another but the weak thread would snap as soon as their hands brushed.
5. Illusion
Despite how Xemnas tried to convince himself that these feelings weren't real, his non existent heart wouldn't believe him.
6. Promise
Xemnas promised him his heart, but more importantly, he promised to be his.
7. Dream
Many nights the blue haired nobody would awake in the middle of the night just to make sure that his other was still beside him and that he wasn't dreaming.
8. Silence
They didn't talk much, words weren't needed between them.
9. Farewells
Watching his diviner slowly fade into the grasping darkness hurt him more then physically possible.
10. Unsaid
The only thing that hurt him more then then saying goodbye was never saying what needed to be said.
11. Whsiper
When Xemnas whispered into his ear, nothing compared, not even the beckoning call of the moon.
12. Smile
Nothing relaxed him more like his lover holding a steaming cup of tea for him, served with a gentle smile.
13. Catch
Xemnas finally realized that Saïx was like a butterfly, once you caught it, you didn't want to let it go.
14. Radiance
Despite him being blessed by the moon, he shone with the sun's radiance.
15. Distance
He knew that even when he was by his side he was too far away.
16. Music
Every tone of his voice was like a beautiful melody played on the keys of a piano, he could listen to it over and over again.
17. Doll
Sometimes the Superior was afraid of breaking him and never being able to put his pieces back.
No matter how long it took, he would wait for him forever.
19. His
"You're mine, " He whispered to the man beneath him, biting the tender skin of his collar bone roughly, " And this proves it, "
20. Locks
His locks remained shut for many years, until that one key came around and easily undid every single one of them.
21. Pain
He always thought that one should deal with their own pain, but when his berserker came back from a mission wounded, he wanted nothing more then to take that pain away.
22. Perfect
Despite each others flaws they couldn't see each other as nothing short of perfection.
23. Sins
Their sins were chains keeping them from their goal, but the links weren't nearly long enough to keep them from each other.
24. Standards
He held him in high regard as a fighter but even higher as a lover.
25. Important
Saïx was possibly the most important person to Xemnas; Xemnas was easily the most beloved person to Saïx.
26. Surprise
He was a diviner yet he didn't know where his relationship with his employer would go; he preferred to see for himself.
27. Lollipop
As he watched him suck on the vanilla stick he wished he could be that lollipop.
28. Puzzle
" We're like a puzzle, " He told him one night, " You have to work at getting the pieces together but once it's finished, it's perfect, "
29. Chocolate
To him, the silver haired man was like chocolate, he couldn't get enough of him.
30. Name
He had given him his name, Saïx, and he loved every syllable of it.
31. Weakness
If he showed any signs of weakness, Xemnas would be there to be his strength.
32. Constellations
He's surprised to find that he knows the name of every star that makes up every constellation in the night sky, when he asked why he replied that sometimes it's hard to sleep without him.
33. Innocence
He told him he ruined his innocence by getting him involved in this three sided war, he told him it was ruined long ago when he fell for him.
34. Home
He didn't feel at home in The Castle That Never Was, at least not as much as he did when he was in his lover's arms.
35. Selfish
He wanted the other man for himself, his only, and be the only one to gaze upon his delicate elfin face and see what no one else was allowed to; but then again, maybe he was just being selfish.
36. Game
Each movement they made, each word they spoke, and every moment they shared was a game to them and they never wanted it to end.
37. Canvas
He had been nothing more then a blank canvas before Xemnas came along, now he boasted many colours.
38. Rain
Walking side by side, wearing gentle smiles, they walked together in the rain, a shared umbrella above their heads and fingers secretly intertwined on the handle.
39. Purpose
His purpose had been nothing but to exist before Saïx, now it was to live.
40. Dizzy
The world tilted on it's axis and the sky became his ground, all just because of a little touch.
41. Time
The others always griped about how there wasn't enough time in one day or how it passed by far to fast; they cherished it because of how limited it was.
42. Fragile
He held the tiny toy in the palm of his hand, the gears in it's back having long stopped working; when he asked him what was wrong, Saïx said that it reminded him of how fragile they truly were.
43. Light
If he was the darkness, then he was his light, a glow that never turned him away no matter how dark it got.
44. Rose
He held the beauty of wilted rose, delicate and eye pleasing yet never truely alive.
45. Wrong
They never viewed their relationship as wrong, not because they didn't have emotions, but because they couldn't view it as anything but right.
46. Ice Cream
As Saïx enjoyed his triple chocolate cone, licking the creamy surface of stray droplets as it began to drip, someone ran their tounge against the shell of his ear, whispering, " You're so much sweeter then ice cream, "
47. Reflection
Holding him closely, he tried his best to chase the azure haired man's fears away even though they reflected his own.
48. Search
He was constantly searching for the answer, never realizing that it was with him at all times.
49. Want
Xemnas didn't view his lover as a need; he viewed him as a necessity.
50. Eternity
They would forever spend eternity with each other, two lives not nearly enough and surely not a third.
AN: I enjoyed doing these drabbles immensely. I love making little stories likely this, especially for one of my favourite pairings. I don't have to commit myself to so many chapters and I can keep them sweet and loving without getting into too much detail. Sweet deal to me! Another note, I look back on my old stories, such SooR and SW and I think 'Did I really change that much in my writing style?' Apparently, I did. And for one, I'm glad. Although I can't say I did it in the name of science, such as blowing up a smoothie maker or watching an egg explode in a microwave, I can say that I've definitely matured as an author. Criticism from my reviewers and my own personal experiences have definitely been a major part of this. R/R appreciated.
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