Hey everyone! It's Frosty here after such a long, long, long hiatus… to be honest, I'm not really on a hiatus. I'm on a permanent hiatus. I'll explain why, put your pitchforks down just there!
The truth is, I did not lose my touch on fanfiction writing and neither have I lost interest in this site. It's more of a can't than won't in my situation. You see, I do not have the ability to access this site from where I am. Well, at least not from my computer. I don't even know whether I'm suppose to be doing this, but I am. This'll be my last thing I'll ever publish for now, and I'm not even sure whether I'll get the chance to do it next time.
Yes, this is a poem meant to be applied to my intended OTP, but you may substitute Kalista and Nami for any other characters/ships that you feel relatable to. I was feeling angsty, and I do hope you enjoy what little I have to offer you.Farewell, my dear readers. I'm so sorry this had to happen. I didn't want it to. May we meet in the near or distant future, who knows, I just hope it'll be a better time then.
~Frosty, or The Goddess Of Carries, signing off for the last time on this site
If only you knew how was it like to speak to these walls
Imagining how they could ever replace your voice
If only you knew how it's like to be free and unbound
Yet you can never seem to leave where you are
If only you knew how it's like to feel so torn apart
But all they can see are the broken pieces
If only you knew the magic you brought around
Cause those shattered parts of me mend immediately
If only you understood how much I wish to say something
Anything that will free me of this prison I'm trapped in
If only you would see that I lack the courage to tell
And how much I fear that you'll be able to see
If only we were not born in this world
Where there's only darkness and despair
If only none of us had to fight this losing battle
I'm almost sure that something would have worked
If only what remains of my life had some meaning
Maybe I wouldn't be so broken over you
If only time will tell us all the answers
I would never get tired of waiting
If only I could speak these words aloud
Perhaps there's still that hope I can cling onto
If only you could hear me without speaking a word
You'll see that the door's not locked
If only love could vanquish this fear
Only you can see through these barricades
If only you knew that the door's just slightly ajar
You don't even need the key
If only I wasn't wondering that I could be wrong
That I've misunderstood everything
If only I really knew that you hated me
Maybe then I'm the foolish one here
If only you would stop making me ponder
About how you're the solution to my every problem
If only destiny held only the best
Then wouldn't it have foretold you and I?
If only you heard these words in my head
So loud and demanding yet always inaudible
If only I had to ask myself one question
Is this what we really want?
If only I could erase these doubts
Maybe you would be the cure and not the pain
If only I told you those three words
Perhaps my soul would be rid of this burden
If only I could see you again
I wouldn't blink at the sight of this familiar ache
If only one day I could smile and say to both of us
That I'll never miss you again.
A/N: I'll upload the other part tomorrow.