ONE SHOT
I couldn't see a thing as I walked over the empty street. The rain was pouring down as the same time as my tears streamed down my face. At least he couldn't see I was crying this much. He. Louis.
"I'm sorry, Liz!" He screamed after me. "Stop! You can't just walk away! We have to talk about this!" I wanted to answer but I couldn't. But I listened. I stopped in the middle of the street. There were no cars there so it didn't matter. But it wouldn't matter if it came a car anyways. I wanted a car to come and hit me really badly. I just wanted to die at this point. I felt a hand on my shoulder, Louis' hand. He turned me around and looked into my eyes. He placed a hand on each of my shoulders. I cried so much.
"Liz, listen to me" Louis said. "I AM sorry, I really am. You know I didn't mean what I did. It wasn't supposed to happen. I don't know what I was thinking. You're the only one that matters. I'll never do something like this to you ever again. That girl means nothing to me. Please. Please forgive me".
"You… you cheated on me" I said. I still couldn't see a thing.
"Stop crying" he said and took a step closer to me.
"I'm not crying" I lied.
"You are. You're crying a lot. I can see it. And I'm so, so sorry I did this to you. I don't ever wanna see you sad. Me and the guys were just having a little fun… I'm sorry I was drinking without you near. But someone must've put something in my drink cause I don't remember anything from that night. I didn't drink that much. I just woke up in that girl's bed and… I am so sorry!"
"You're sorry, huh! That's the best you can do? Do you think you can just come here, say sorry and think that everything will be okay?" I said with shaking voice.
"No. But…"
"But..?"
"What do you want me to do? I'm doing my best to make it right, I really am… But apparently it isn't enough so you need to tell me what to do cause I don't… I don't know" I could tell even he was crying now. He slowly took a step forward and put both of his arms around me. He hugged me for a long time and after a while I hugged him back. What else was I supposed to do? I loved him. He had hurt me really bad, but I still loved him.
"Louis?" I said.
"Yes?"
"What is this? What are we? This feels so… I don't know. What are we supposed to do?"
"We have to work it out. You know, I love you. I always will. You're beautiful" he said.
"I am?" I said and looked up at me.
"Yes, you are and I wouldn't choose any girl over you, ever. You have to believe me. It was a mistake. A big mistake. You have to forgive me" Louis said with that sweet, caring voice not even I can resist. I hugged him hard again so I didn't have to see his face. His beautiful, perfect face. I let go of him and turned around to walk away, I clearly couldn't handle this, when he grabbed my arm, pulled me close and kissed me. He kissed me in the pouring rain in the middle of the street. Perfect.
A car came but we didn't care. I heard the sound of the cars horn, but I was busy kissing the man I loved. I didn't have time to move right now.
"I love you" he said when he had finished the kiss. His beautiful eyes stirred into mine. I had to forgive him. I had no other choice. I knew I'd regret it for the rest of my life if I didn't forgive him. I loved him.
