"I love you so much, Beca and you know that but.." You don't know what will you do because this is the time that she will leave you. And you know to yourself that this is all your fault. You hurt her and you ran away from her, again.
"... but you make me so sad. I'm trying to understand you. You needed space, I gave you space! I ask what's the problem but you just run away!" Chloe continued, sobbing until she needed to breath but she's not done.
"I'm giving all I can." Chloe relaxed. Your heart hurts and you didn't notice your tears streaming down on your cheeks. You wanna hug her but you think that if you touch her you know you'll break her again."
"I can't do this anymore. I'm tired, Beca. I'm done. I'm not going to wait anymore."
"Chloe, baby. No-" Chloe cut you.
"No?! Why?! Can't you see, Beca? I'm fucking here all the time. Waiting! But what? You just ran away from me and now you don't want me to leave?"
"I'm sorry." You plead but it doesn't stop Chloe from leaving you. She's done and it's all because of you. You build those walls again, you ruin your only happiness.
"I'm sorry too, Beca but I just can't do this anymore. Goodbye."
And that she left. You hate yourself even more. You hate it. You cry until there's no more tears but thinking that moment again and your tears start pouring down again.
Maybe you're better without someone. Maybe you are destined to be alone. Because you guess this is your consequence for destroying a person who loved you with all of her heart.
And maybe years ago you care. You care because there are people love you and appreciate you even though you don't deserve it. Now I guess you don't. You're lost and now she's gone, you don't wanna be found again.