This is the first chapter of this fanfic. I hope that you all enjoy it. I had this beginning part written out for a while now and today I simply decide, "Why not turn it into a fanfic ?' So here I am doing just that. Enjoy ! c:
Broken.
Trapped.
That is exactly how I felt. Everyday I had to live the life of pain. Never did I ever dream of hope. Every last bit I hope I had was lost in the ashes a long time ago. You tend to lose all hope or faith when you find yourself trapped. Forever seized and captured. By what you may ask yourselves ? It is simple, the silky, netted hell that I have come to fear; the spider's web.
I am Alois Trancy, formerly known as Jim Macken. I sit on this bleak, steel floor and try to remember. I attempt to find the happiness I once had, but that has already began to fade. A blurred image through the misery I call my life.
I used to have two parents, they are dead. I used to reside in an old village with those bloody idiots who treated me like filth. Though, they are all dead! Along with that horrific village; burned! Then as I ponder some more, a certain orange haired boy appears to me. He was the only one who cared. He was my brother, Luca. He cared for me and loved me. I had the same feelings in return for him, but he is dead and now I am alone. That is the reason I am in the wretched cell, because I am alone.
My body cowers and shakes beneath my pale skin. It was once beautiful. Now it is covered in bruises and marks. Marks given to me as a punishment. My icy blue eyes begin to lose their once beautiful color.
Oh, my eyes, the glistening orbs that disgust that man.
I tremble from how weak I am. My ribs poke through my pale but filthy skin. I look disgusting, vile even sickening. My knees are drawn up to my face. I am bruised and beaten. Crimson liquid slowly makes a trail down my back. I do not feel the pain though. I have grown used to each measure of physical abuse I was given. The only thing i have grown to fear are the memories. The haunt my mind, leaving it permanently scarred.
'This is my life' the thing I keep telling myself. From each night I am the one 'chosen' to sexually use my body in sinful ways. Those horrid way I did for the man I dared to call, 'Father.' This was the life, the life of a butterfly caught in the spider's web.
I hope you enjoyed. I shall update as soon as I can! Please review.
