[A/N:] Okay, so this particular story is something I usually don't write. But I wanted to write something emotional.

In my other fan fiction, there will be many emotional scenes where I want to reader to feel emotion, so a review of how you felt after reading this would be greatly appreciated.

Disclaimer: I do not own Fairy Tail, Hiro Mashima does…

She watched the scarlet come from her wrist. She felt so real, she felt so… good. All the pain from her heart numbed when the crimson bleed from her veins. She couldn't stop. She needed the hype, otherwise she would go mad.

Weak. Useless. Damsel. The words echoed through her mind as she sliced her skin open. This is her way to escape her life. She needed to escape everything.

Yes, Lucy Heartfilia cut. She would mutilate her arms until there was no more clear skin left, then she would move to other parts of her body. Legs, stomach, and on occasion, neck. Scars were located all over her body.

But it wasn't her family life that was causing this, oh no, it was her second family. Her guild, Fairy Tail, who relentlessly harassed her. She would always try to please them, but nothing would work. She probably was a useless little bitch like they said.

Just as she was making another cut, she thought of something that would satisfy them. Something that would satisfy everyone, probably even Master. Death. Why hadn't she thought of this before? This would be the solution to everything!

She removed her knife from her open wound and looked at it. Her blood dripped from it and onto her lap. So this will be her-

"Lucy?" It was Levy, Lucy groaned. It was now or never.

She held the tip of the knife to her abdomen. "Lucy, open the door!"

She could finally escape. She could finally leave this hellish place and enter a dwelling where she would be at bliss with herself.

Lucy smiled as the knife entered her stomach. She could hear Levy's screams as the blood poured from her marked body. She slumped down on the white tiled floor, which was now becoming stained with her blood.

There was a light growing brighter as more of Lucy's body fluid tainted the tile. She could see something faint in the light, a face? Her hand rose. She wanted to reach the light, she wanted death to be faster.

The door flew open and there stood Gajeel and Levy with traumatized eyes. Lucy could only chuckle. Funny how people finally decide to help when it's too late.

Levy fell to her knees in the pool of blood, pressing her hands to Lucy's gushing wounds in an attempt to stop the bleeding. But she was too late, Levy's best friend was too far gone.

Lucy was slowly slipping out of consciousness, slowly slipping out of life. Levy's cries were slowly becoming fainter to Lucy as the light became brighter.

"Gajeel! Gajeel do something!" Wasn't this what they wanted? Didn't they want Lucy to die?

Lucy's eyes slipped shut. Her breathing slowed until she could barely breathe anymore. Her heart rate was slowing down. Two guild members looked at her desperately, they couldn't do anything now.

The light had taken up all of Lucy's vision, she could only see the white face smiling at her. Her hand dropped to the ground with thump.

Lucy Heartfilia smiled as she took in her last breath, she had finally made her escape.