HI GUYS!ha i quit my other story (im not loving the cullens,im more of the voultori girl!:)They have alot more to offer as some body can hate and love and well Aro,is just,ummmmmmmm...intreswting.I might not update soon as im probbably gonna fail already (home work,i hate u!) but the next chapter will be up DEFINATLY on sunday (not nat sat cause im visiting an aunt)i know this is long but hey!And thanks to my editor (Amir) who cares about comoputers with as much love as i do :) review!(ill still update if u dont but it gives me a cozy feeling in my stomach!:Dmega smile)ok,enjoy,and gimme ideas!

Bellas POV

Its january and sonwing,here in Forks.I still cant get over the fact that Ed- he of it was a lie,a joke,anything but air is floating through the window,Im still in my school I had a flashback.

"I wasnt going to live without you.I knew Emmet and Jasper wouldent help,so I thought I might provoke the dont want to mess with them unless you want to get killed,or whatever it is we do."

That was a lie,but it was now usefull.I didnt want to live,not without seeing his seeing him seeing him.

I got in my old Chevy truck and started the took a few minutes to get it torun.I drove to Forks City Bank,and took what was left of my college A was impossible and unwanted now.I went home,and up to my room.I wanted to look alive when I told a zombie.I put on blush,And some normal clothes.I tried to was a frown grin,but better than sulking.I cooked up some soup,and waited untill Charlie got home.I heard a door .I walked up to him.

"Hey dad."I was bland,but had a hint of hope in it .TRUE hope.

"You look great Bells!Color and warmth,it's all coming back!"he said as he hugged me.

"Thanks.C'mon 's freezing out.I also need to ask you somthing."I said,smiling truly.

I had to admit,I'll be happy when I'm .The pain would end,and this would all be I could'nt bear to see charlie's would think It's his if he didnt, I couldn't bear to imagine what would happen.I'll make it easier for him.I'll tell him im moving out,getting a new life,and that I loved would'nt hear any news,just thought I moved on,and would be less tourtured.

We sat down on the kitchen table.

"Dad,I love you but,I want to move a new in Eroupe?"I asked.

Technicly,I didnt have to,but it would make me feel better.

"Bella,why?Is it him?I could send you to florida."He said,worried and shocked.

"No,it's not him.I want to get away,you culture."

"What about shools and college?"

Thats not going to matter soon,but i'll leave him happy,not thinking im a dropout.A failure.

"Theres this boarding school in Italy I want to go to.I have enough money." I said.

I would never have that amount of money,but good exuse.

"Wow.I ?"Carlie asked.

I studied his was hurt,anger,sadness,and confusion.

"Ummm,Next week is my sorry Charile.I'll try to ."

"That early,huh?Whats the places name?"He asked,suspisious.

Great,more lies.

"I'm sorry but I need a new start leaving the past behind me.I'll call you and mom for comfort and return if I get lonley."I said,exusing myself.

"Go pack."Charlie said,tears in his eyes.

I could'nt stand loookingg.I raced up and packed some clothes.A week passed ,I was on the plane,bound for Italy.