Walk through life, keep your head down and take what you get. That is my life. I try to be nice to everyone, but I'm so close to stanping. So close.

"Feliciano? What are you doing with that? No... Feliciano... Stop, Feliciano!" I paused and almost screamed. I just... killed my own brother in cold blood! Teares streamed down my face and it started to rain. The smell of rain on stone filled the air of the alley way. The blood washing off my hands and arms, socking my cloths and cleaning out the blood splaters on my white dress shirt and the knife I clenched tightly. I didn't notice. I was still in shock over what I had done. Have I gone mad?

"You've done well. You finally relized your true self." a sinisted, deep voice comment form behind me. I truned as fast as posible to fined the voice comming from a gray cat that looked like it was rotting. Skin so thin I could see the spine. It's right ear had a gold ring hanging from a large hole. "Your simply mad, my lord."

"Who are you?"

"I am you. How you are on the inside. The guide to your true soul. I am known as Chess."

"Your me...? Why is this happening to me?" I stumpled back over Lovino body and fell on the wet concret. The cat-like creater was getting closer. "This was your destony. Why you defeated the red queen and took the crown, you would live the life you wanted. When you put the crown down for you belovied Lugwig, this was the only outcome."

"But killing my brother? Why did he have to be the first?"

"It was just a matter of timming. He was the one you were closest to, so he was the first to go." It's still smiling. How could this thing me? What's going on? Lovino... I'm sorry. "Go away. Leave me be for the time being."

"As you wish, my lord." He answer as he dissapered like smoke in the wind. Have I really gone mad? What will happen to Kiku and Ludwig? Will I kill them in cold blood as well? Holy Rome... if you can hear me, help me.


A/N: Forgive me, please. I haven't witten anything because my computer in being eaten away by a virise and there's no hope in saving it. So, I'm working my ass off to get a new one. If you read this and comment on it, good or bad, I thank you. And don't get pissie with me about what I chose to do. There might be a Chapter II if enough people want it.