(A/N)
Forgotten darkness
Chapter 1 (BPOV)
"You don't want me" I choked out.
"No Bella you're bad for me, we have to go" He said angrily, but when I looked up at his face it was blank and expressionless.
"Well that changes everything" I whispered.
"It will be as if I was never there" He muttered and then he was gone.
If I where to go to their house they would all be gone. I couldn't take it so I just cried., I cried like I'd never cried before, I couldn't stand anymore so my legs gave way underneath me. Every time I closed my eyes I saw Edward's face, or Alice's.
Alice, I couldn't even say bye to Alice. I sniffed in all my tears, I had to be strong, I couldn't give up. I picked myself up and started to walk home.
I had to have hope, as I walked home all I could hope was that something good would happen.
As the forest thinned I started to see my house with Charlie's cruiser parked outside. I took a deep breath and got ready for what was about to happen, slowly I opened the door and saw Charlie, he looked at me shocked.
"Bella you look awful what happened?" he asked like any concerned parent would.
"They left" Was all I whispered as my body started to shake.
"Ohh, Bella don't worry about it, why don't you go upstairs and rest?" He said and I headed up the stairs and into my room. I entered my room and sighed telling myself 'got to be strong, I've got to be strong, if not for me but for Charlie, just got to be strong'.
I went over to my dresser and pulled out my sweats and a holey top, when I pulled out my top a bag fell out on the floor. I'd never seen this bag before; I wondered whose it was. I looked inside the bag and there was a bank card, small silver cell phone, some loose money and a note. I quickly read the note.
Dear Bella,
I can't see much of the future but I had a vision that you would need this stuff. But I have no idea why so I made Jasper stop here before we left for France, I still can't believe he did this, it completely surprised me. Anyway take care of yourself and don't do anything stupid while I'm gone.
Your loving pixie
Alice XXP.S. the bank code for the card is 2530 use as much money as you need, it's only one of my very many shopping cards.
I put the note down, how did Alice not know she was going to leave? Maybe Edward thought it would be too hard for her so made her go on a surprise holiday.
I'm going to miss Alice but that still doesn't explain why she left me with this stuff.
I took my clothes to the bathroom and had a nice hot shower that de-stressed my body. I washed my hair with my favourite strawberry shampoo and washed it out quickly. I stepped out of the shower and swiftly got dressed. I went back to my room hardly able to keep my eyes open and I soon collapsed down onto my bed and fell asleep.
My dreams weren't really dreams they were just bright colours and the sounds of birds and a stream. My body felt relaxed, even considering the day I'd had. As I woke up in the morning I sort of realised it wasn't really the morning anymore, but four in the afternoon.
I realized that Charlie should be home soon so I quickly headed down stairs and started to cook dinner for Charlie. Just as I was putting the food on the plate for him he walked in the door.
"Bella can you read my mind?" he joked.
"Your just predictable dad" I said trying not to sound upset at the thoughts his statement had brought to the front of my mind.
I had a quick dinner and went back to bed, I felt really tired and the food didn't taste too good ether. Once I was in my room I went back to sleep and had that same strange dream again. But that ended all too soon when I felt the urge to go to the bath room. I made it just in time to be violently sick.
Once I was done I brushed my teeth and went downstairs, I really felt like eating egg or even anything with egg in it. I ended up cooking some fried eggs and they tasted really good. I still felt tired so I went to sleep on the couch. I heard Charlie get up but I wasn't going to move, I was going to stay here.
When Charlie came down stairs he saw me.
"God Bella you look like you have seen a ghost, are you ok?" he asked, worriedly.
"Yeah I'm fine just a little bit sick, I should go back to bed" I suggested.
"Good idea Bells I'll see you when I come home" he said with concern, as he took the keys to his cruiser and left.
I went back upstairs and fell back asleep. This time when I woke up it was 2 in the morning and I had been asleep for 2 days. What was wrong with me? I had to find out but I didn't want to go see a doctor, not since Carlisle was gone.
So instead I just went and had another hot shower. When I stepped out of the shower I saw something in the mirror, it was a bulge. I put my hand on my stomach and thought 'this can't be. The only person I had sex with is a vampire I can't be pregnant'. 'Wait, if the only person I had sex with was Edward and I am pregnant then this has to be his child'.
'But if it's Edward's it could be part vampire and could hurt people, or even me. I must leave, I must go somewhere out of the way, and somewhere where he or she wouldn't be able to hurt people. I must leave my dad, my home and my friends'.
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~Paigey Megan X