Hey future readers! My name is Rachel and I love reading and The Mortal Instruments fandom so most of my stories will revolve aroud this fandom. Anyways, here's my 1st fanfic so please do not judge too harshly. Feedback/constructive criticism is appreciated! I'm going to stop rambling now and get right into it. Here it is!

THIS STORY IS RATED M FOR SEXUAL CONTENT AND LANGUAGE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!!!

Hi, my name is Clary Fray. I am 16 years old and I am pretty what my friend Izzy calls "innocent." But she doesn't know the half of it.

I have never done anything remotely sexual with anyone except myself. I have never even kissed anyone. I like to think of myself as a good girl on the outside. The only sexual contact I have is when I touch myself and I still can't find release. It's so frusturating!!!

I sit in my bed alone at night, wishing I had someone like all of the goals relationships I see all around me but it never happens. All my relationships are utter shit. I fell like no one can love me like I need them to.

I never even wasted my time with crushes. I just wanted a one-time fuck with a guy I knew just so I can get this stupid virginity off of my back. I hate it because it makes you so unattractive. Guys don't look at a stupid little virgin girl and say "wow I'd love to fuck the virgin out of her and then leave her because it was just a one night stand." No.

Part of me wants a relationship and the other part of me just wants sex. I think about that as I lay awake at midnight aroused and no way to find release. I reach my hand into my pajama bottoms. My hands are cold due to the winter chill, so I jumped a little when my it reaches my hot core. I run small circles around my clit and increase speed slowly. I finally start to feel pressure building up and I feel a wave of pleasure and I assumed I finally orgasmed but I was sorely mistaken. I decided to fall asleep even more depressed than before.

I woke up the next morning and began to apply my makeup. I typically wore a lot of makeup, the full face, but I was too depressed and I just threw on some sweatpants and headed off to school. Once I got there, I remembered that we were going on a field trip to the Observatory with the Educational Talent Search. I was excited only because we go with other schools which means new guys. I know, I'm a horny teenager, sue me. I reported to my first period class and they calked the ETS people down to the office to aboard the bus.

My friend Kaelie and I sat next to each other close to the back of the bus on the right side. I had already spotted a hottie sitting in the seat behind me and introduced myself. "Hi, my name's Clary. What's yours?" I said politely. "I'm Ryan." We then exchanged numbers and the principle of my school got on the bus. Apparently he was to be a chaperone so he would be keeping an eye on me because he knows my mother well.

I sat talking to Kaelie when my phone vibrated. It was a text from Ryan and the screen read 2 words that made my face flush bright red.

"Wanna fuck"

So how was that for a 1st chapter?! The cliffy I know. I will definitely continue this story and it will definitely be Clace soon I promise. Thanks for reading please RR!

-Rachel