R.P.O.V

Those words cut me deep, deeper then it did when I went halfway around the world to kill him. Those words kept replaying in my head like a broken record.

"Love fades, mine has." Ever since he was restored he always said that he couldn't love after being the monster he was, that it scarred him. Those words hurt so much that I pushed past him and sprinted out of the church, because I was afraid that everyone would see the great Rose Hathaway cry. I ran and ran until I found Lissa, I thought that she would help, but boy was I wrong. She yelled at me to stay away from him not realizing what this has done to me, what he has done to me. So I yelled at her back that she wasn't his mother and that she doesn't know what real friendship was if she couldn't even be there for her best friend. I just ran away after I said that, I ran to my room and packed my things, just as I was heading out the door I bumped into Christian.

"Rose? Whats wrong? Have you been crying?" He asked me, I just told him that I was fine and That I was leaving, thatI didn't want anyone to know.

"Rose you can't leave, Lissa needs you!" He told me, moving in front of my way.

"Christian, Lissa doesn't even have me to need anymore and if you don't move out of my way right now, I will move you myself" I threatened him, trying to hold back the tears, he didn't move so I moved him myself and ran for the gates. I had already called dad and told him that I needed to get away for awhile, so he had come and was now waiting outside the gates for me. When I got to the gates I told the gatekeeper that I needed to leave because Abe was picking me up to take me on a holiday, but he said that I was being sealed in and unable to leave, I dropped my bag near the gate after hearing it was on Lissa's orders or should I say Vasilisa. So I took off towards the church, I got there in record time, when I came through the doors, I saw Lissa holding Dimitri who was crying, Lissa looked up at me while still holding him.

"Rose I told you to leave him alone!" Lissa growled angrily, did she just growl? Wow i never thought I would she the day! Cue sarcasam!

"I am not here for him" I spat, I put so much venom into the words that she flinched. "I am here for you to let me out the fucking gates!" I screamed at her.

"NO Rose! I will not let you go!" Lissa said standing up.

"WHY!" I screamed, "Why do I have to stay here when my ex-best friend and 'soul mate' are making me feel like I should never have been born" I said trying to fight the tears brimming in my eyes.

"Because I said so!" she said walking up to me.

"Wow! Mia was right, you are a stuck up bitch, but I was too blind by our so called 'friendship' to even notice it" I called over my shoulder, "Oh and I will get out of those gates one way or another, even if I have to blow them up", with that I left. I called Abe and told him that I can't get out because Lissa sealed me in, so he made a new gate with one of the guardians. So now I'm in the car with Abe, my father, and this is me, getting out and starting the rest of my life without them. I must have fallen asleep because I was woken by Abe shaking me saying that we were at the airport. I got my things and we got the tickets and boarded the plane, I asked Abe where we were going and he named the place I never wanted to be, Baia, Russia. So I told him whenever he had to visit the Belikovs, I wold stay at home.

D.P.O.V

I saw something change in her face, I can't believe I said those words. They were not true, but I was not worthy to be seen or even thought of by the very one that I had hurt. It broke my heart and I knew that she had seen in my face that I knew how much I had hurt her, but I didn't see her for very long because she pushed past me and sprinted out of the church. I sat back down and the service continued, when it finished , Lissa, my saviour, came running to me. I just couldn't move, my heart was in thousands of pieces and I just cried. She wrapped her arms around me and held me, a little while later the doors to the church swang open to reveal my soul mate, Roza. Even though I had hurt her, I never knew that she would come running back.

"Rose I told you to leave him alone!" Lissa growled angrily.

"I'm not here for him" Rose said, there was so much venom in her words that I continued to cry, I didn't care that she was standing there, it hurt to theink of what I had done to make her say it like that. "I am here for you to let me out the fucking gates! Rose screamed at her. Why? I thought, Why was she leaving?

"NO Rose! I will not let you go!" Lissa said as she unwrapped her arms from me and stood up.

"WHY!" Rose screamed, Why do I have to stay here when my ex-best friend and my soul mate keep making me feel like I should never ave been born! Rose said, I could tell that she was fighting the tears brimming in her eyes, but soul mate? I wish that I had never said those things to her, but they were for the best, i thought.

"Because I said so!" Lissa said walking up to Rose, what she said next was something I have never thought that would ever come out of Rose's mouth.

"Wow! Mia was right, you are a stuck up bitch, but I was to blinded by our so called "friendship" that I didn't even notice" she called back over her shoulder as she turned to leave, "Oh and I will get out of those gates one way or another" and with that, the love of my life was gone,I don't think I will ever see her again. That night I cried myself to sleep thinking about her. I've had the same nightmare again, just like every night since my restoration.