okaaay... this is just a random drabble. plz don't hate me too much, it's my first fic. please review if you can...
Kurosaki Ichigo - thoughts
So that the rain will never fall again.
Kurosaki Ichigo - thoughts
A streak of brilliance. That light burning in the night sky. Burning, burning, and falling. Falling down towards the earth. Only to vanish, the moment before you hit the ground.
I was happy. So happy. Really, incredibly happy. I wished that it would last forever. So that this moment would be frozen in time. I really did. If I look back on it, I'd realize that at the time, I really had allowed myself to believe. To believe that it could last forever. That this joy would stay, and not fade.
But happiness cannot exist alone in this world. I had to let go of it sometime. Let go, even though it hurt so much. Even though my heart was breaking. Everything was crumbling. Dissolving before my eyes.
Everything that I had, that we had. We won't have it again. Every single moment, every smile, every laugh. Every touch. Every word. Every time your eyes lit up. I was happy when those eyes looked at in concern, understanding, excitement, even anger. Even sadness. That moment in my life. That part of my road. It was the best there ever was, and is ever likely to be.
It was all so fast. One moment it was there, the next it was gone. Leaving no sign of its passing upon the world. Almost as though it was never there in the first place.
So bright, I can still see it burn, replayed in an endless tattoo against the dark of my eyelids when I close my eyes.
So swift. Like a comet streaking across the sky. A blade to slice open the heavens, to shatter that darkness.
So fast. Blink once, and it's gone. Leaving me with an inexplicable sense of sadness.
As though the rain had begun to fall in this heart of mine.
Drenching me in emotions. Desires. Half-baked thoughts, not strong enough to keep you.
Even if that moment could have lasted forever, I'd still have to move on. Leave it behind. Watch as the night faded away, and the sun's harsh light descends upon the world.
And it's gone. I wish that it would come again. I can't stop myself from wishing. Can't stop myself from hoping. Even if the world forgets, I won't.
The words are carved into me. I won't forget. I won't forget you. What you said. The gift you gave to me. Although I have it no longer, I will always remember.
The meanings behind it won't fade.
Though you might tell me to forget, order me angrily to erase you from my memories, like hell I'd listen to you.
I know that it can't be over. I know that neither I nor you would let it end like this.
So I'll wait. I'll wait for you, wait until that light comes by again.
Don't worry. It's not like I'd leave all the work to you. I'll look too.
I'll search until I can find you. We'll meet again. I know. That's why I'll keep on running. Keep on waiting. So that one day, I'll see that light again.
Catch it, and this time I won't let go.