Where Am I?!

Italics- Sarah's thoughts

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I awoke to the streaming sunlight in my bedroom. Wait this isn't my bedroom! Ugh where am I?! My heart starting to pound uncontrollably in my chest and my body lurched forward. "Good morning love" The voice was melting honey and the most beautiful I had ever heard. Okay don't panic I am not in Bella's bedroom and with Edward Cullen (as much as I wish this is just a beautiful dream). "Are you okay?" he asked me again. His lips were turned up the corners in amused smile. "Ahh" I tried to scream but he covered my mouth. His hands were icy cold. "What" I tried to ask but my voice was a shaky whisper. "What are you doing here Edward?" "Where is my room?!" He wasn't humored anymore as his beautiful smile melting into a frown."Bella do you not want me here?""Of course I do" I responded without thought. Wait my name's not Bella Its Sarah. Oh no. My mom is going to kill me if she doesn't find me at home. Oh Edward's eyes are just as beautiful as I imagined them. No I have to focus even if he is gorgeous. What was I saying? Oh yeah.

I looked at the floor and I asked him, "What happened last night?" I started to blush and cursed my mind for coming up with scenarios. He smiled his crooked smile "I kissed you and you told me you loved me and wanted to show me how much." He paused looking at my blush and his eyes burned into mine. "I told you I loved you and we kissed and then you fell asleep on top of me." He smiled at me again. "So we didn't…" I trailed off fighting the warmth creeping up my cheeks. His whole face lit up in exultation again. He laughed at my shyness "No" He said his voice was velvet. I felt like I would melt on the spot. What is Edward doing to me?? This is the greatest moment of my life and its happening! i get to meet the characters from Twilight!!

"Umm can you excuse me for a minute" I scrambled off the bed awkwardly. He grabbed me, planted his lips to mine and looked into my eyes "Take all the time you need I still be here" he whispered in a sensual voice. My mind went blank. I gulped and tripped over my feet to my dresser. I searched blindly for something to wear. "Bella?" I'm not Bella. "I'm okay just waking up I guess." I went out the door to my room and let my mind take over. Oh crap. Crap. Crap Edward Cullen just kissed me. Okay breathe. I'll go to the bathroom and figure a way out. Though i don't really want to leave.

"Hey Bells"Charlie said as snuck down the stairs I forgot about him. "Hey Dad" I choked on the last word it was weird being in another person's life. i almost dropped my clothes. "Your up pretty early" he said he brows pulling together. Oh no's interrogating me. Ugh he's in uniform too. "Umm yeah" I said not meeting his gaze. "Are you hungry? I can make you something" he said smiling but I could feel his stare penetrating. "No" I said to quickly. Shoot. "Hey Bella Billy called it's about Jake." Jake. Jacob Black? "What about him" I asked curious for my own good. "Well Billy said he came home last night real late and looked awful." Charlie's eyes met mine. "Oh" was my only reply. I shouldn't be here I'm not myself and why does everyone think I'm Bella? I don't know what to do. Charlie must have been watching me and noticed my eyes drifting away with my thoughts. "Its okay Bella I'm sure Jake's fine." "…" Oh yeah poor guy He's hurting I'm sitting here minding my business. I know what he's going through. This must be set after Eclipse. "Bells could you maybe go talk to him" Charlie gave me a pleading stare. I fet trapped. "I don't know if that I good idea Dad" I whispered. Charlie looked at the door. "Bells he was there for you before and the least you could do is say a few words to the guy" "Sure I'll try" I said reluctantly. "That's my girl" he smiled his crinkly smile and I went on my way to the bathroom.

The images and thoughts in my head were mixed up like a blender turned on maximum speed. I stumbled to the bathroom and gripped the countertop weakly. Ever so slowly I looked up from the ground and to the mirror. I was shocked and nearly fainted though I somehow knew it was true. I looked at the stranger before me. I examined the features; my chocolate brown hair had grown to my waist, my eyes were the same brown as before, my skin had become paler and I was shorter than I was originally at 5'8.

Okay. I look like Bella Swan and everyone else thinks I'm her. The question is how did I get here? I racked my brain for any excuse. I was reading Eclipse to my mom and then I had I dream and poof here I am. That makes no sense. So I'm stuck here pretending. Oh and the most beautiful guy (vampire) is upstairs waiting for me. My heart stuttered. Now I know how Bella feels. I like her Dad he seems nice. I then I remembered the talk with Charlie. I have to talk to Jacob but what do I say I mean I am not Bella. What if I screw things up for Edward or Jake or even Bella when I go back to my own world?

I turned the shower on and stepped into the steaming spray. i felt my muscles relax along with my nerves. When i was done nothing happened it just calmed my nerves. Huh, and I was sure I was dreaming. I got dressed in a blue tanktop and jeans and blow dried my hair ;taking more time than necessary.Hesitantly, I turned the knob and walked calmly upstairs. I slowly opened my door and saw Edward looking out the window still as stone. He hadn't looked at me yet and I was worried. "Hi" I said smiling trying to lighten his mood.

"Hello" he said with a brief lift of his lips. It didn't last and his face was composed again. "What's wrong?" I asked him. No you can't be sad please smile for me for Bella. "You acted this morning like you were scared of me and didn't want me there" His voice was sad and hushed but still so beautiful. I looked into his eyes and they were no longer alive; the smoldering gold I saw this morning. "I'm sorry I hurt you I have a lot on my mind these days." That's the truth. "I guess I thought I was dreaming you seemed so perfect and angelic this morning" I began to blush and he smiled. "Are you sure you want me?" he asked in a velvet voice. His sweet intoxicating breath stirring my senses and jumblig my thoughts. Yes! "Edward why would you think that?" I looked into his eyes and suddenly they melted into pools of liquid gold. "I love you Bella but I think you still love Jacob" "What" He interrupted his soft voice flowing. "I heard you talking to Charlie about him and I know you're worried. As much as I love you he would be a better choice for you. You would get to stay human and have a life" "Edward I..." I love you. Time stood still and silnce crept in. "Charlie wants me to talk to him" "You should" He said and looked deeper into his eyes and saw the sadness hidden in the depths. "Okay I'll be back and I love you." He smiled but it did not reach his eyes. I can't hurt Edward anymore Bella loves him and so do i. Then i put my forehead to his and kissed him. He kissed me back and put my hands on his face. He parted his curved, cold lips and i breathed in the scent of him. i nearly fell over. How could anyone not want him?

We contined but he stopped before it could get out of hand. "Patience love now go talk to him" I frowned i didn't want to do this and i didn;t know what to say. I looked at him and into his golden eyes one last time and made my ill fated journey to the truck there i would face a fate much worse than death. i would have to talk to jacob black and i don't even know what to do.