I sat on the bench trying hard to fight the body racking sobs that were about to leave my body , then I couldn't stop fidgeting so I went for a walk .My phone has special ringtones for every one on my contacts list."Whats up Cali"I said my voice cracking."Wow you sound bad,er ... I mean "."Cali don't give me a sob story I'm totally fine."I lied, it would have sounded convince able but my voice cracked again."Why don't you come to me house for coffee" Cali said all perky."Why don't you open the door and I'll come in."I sighed.
When she opened the door I almost started crying,Cali looks just like him her blonde hair, green eyes, "prominent" eyebrows."So India , you feeling better?","Hmm lets see Cali what do you think,I cant go into my apartment,I can't look at you ,I can't even look at a god damn tree so what do you think?"I screamed. "Oh Cali I'm ..." "It's OK your going through a tough time "she said "Cali you know I love you dearly but, I have to go get some air"I said and ran away crying.
I heard footsteps progressively getting closer to me as I walked through town crying."Hey Indy!Whats wrong?"I'm glad it was China and not Wales or England."If I tell you I'll start crying, and I'm trying to avoid that in public so, I'm good"I said I'm sure I sounded like a jerk."Well, then why don't you come back to my place and you can cry in private"he said in a playful tone."You know China that would be nice thanks"I said smiling for the first time in a while.
By the time we got to China's house I was crying again , because I started to think about England, , when this happened instead of ignoring it like everyone else China put a reassuring hand on my shoulder."Now tell me the whole story he said throwing his keys on a hook by the door and sitting on a love seat (which is a fancy two person couch)."Well, come sit down"he said patting the seat next to people would walk over awkwardly to him, but i walked over like I owned the place, the only reason I did this is because China and I have been friends since we met."Now spill you guts"he said while poking me in the stomach make me giggle like he did when we were kids."Well , I went to England's to cook him dinner, because is cooking is horrible. "I said. "Anyways when I walked in and he was making out with Wales on his couch,so I pulled off my engagement ring , threw it at him , and said some not nice things to him "at this point I began crying to try and block out the the rest of the world a wrapped my arms around him and buried my face into his shoulder."Shh, Indy ...it's going to be fine"he said stroking my back trying to calm me down.
"Can I tell you a secret" he said .This got me to remove my face from his shirt was tear ,and make-up stains all over it "Oh China ,I'm sorry ...I'll buy you a" "It's fine Indy"he said."OK now , whats your secret"I said with a smile on my face."My secret is...I've had a crush on you for like, ever"he said staring at me waiting for a mind was going crazy so I couldn't comprehend words."Is it my age, oh I shouldn't have..." "Oh come here you" I said , and pulled him into a lip-lock and then he kissed me back, he finally pulled away to breath I said"I have a secret to you know" "Oh yeah whats that " he said with a crooked smile." I've loved you ever since I met you and I think about you every day"and we were we were kissing again. When we broke apart I asked something "Can you promise to love me forever" "Of course can you make me that same promise?" he asked . "Yes I can and will forever always love you"